𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚍𝚢𝚜𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚊 (Ranboo X Reader)

ch.6 Worried

Warning:eating disorder and mentions of weight and self-harm and self-induced vomiting
Those who are triggered by those things will be getting a warning about when the triggering topics begin and end so that they can still enjoy the story

Y/n POV:

It had been a week since ranboo moved into the neighborhood and it's been a very fun week. Now it's Saturday and I don't have school and I decided to stream early. I opened up Minecraft and texted ranboo and asked if he wanted to be on my stream and he said yes so we hoped in VC and talked for around 10 minutes when I realized I need to start stream now or ill just forget and not do it so I opened up obs and started the stream and talked with chat for a few minutes and undefeated in the VC and me and ranboo played some bedwars and then I made a hypixel smp for us to play on until I got a dm from dream on discord and it said "Welcome" with a link to the server and it was... The dream smp discord server? I did my best to not hyperventilate and turned it into a bit where I pretended to hack into dreams account and whitelist myself when really dream had joined the VC and was screen sharing so it looked real and then I logged on with my account and I got banned by Callahan but then I was unbanned and then me and ranboo joined VC 3 the in the same smp discord and then dream joined the VC and welcomed me to the server and we all had a fun time for a few hours until I ended the stream and then I called ranboo on my phone. We talked all night until I went to sleep.

I woke up the next day and as I was yawning I heard ranboo say good morning through the phone and I smiled and said good morning back and then I had a great idea.

Y/n's text looks like this
Ranboo's text looks like this

Ranboo, I just had a great idea.

What is it?

What if, you came over to my house.

Hmm, I don't know depends on if your parents would care.

Oh, trust me they would give 0 shits. And if they did it would be positive. Also, you are legitimately friends with my parents lol.

Well, yeah I guess that's true.

Okay I'll go ask my parents

I walked downstairs to see Kristin making food and I asked her if ranboo could come over and she said yes in the most positive voice I've ever heard her use. So then I walked upstairs and said that my parents said yes and for him to get ready and come over at 10 (am) and then we talked for the whole hour that we were getting ready and then we hung up and I waited at the door for him to get here and he did after 15 seconds of me waiting there. I then welcomed him inside and we walked into the kitchen where Kristen and Phil were eating breakfast and I said hi and told them that me and ranboo were gonna go to my room and maybe stream a little bit.

Tw: eating disorder

Kristen then asked the question I was praying she wouldn't. She asked if I wanted some breakfast. I tried saying no and prayed that she wouldn't ask anything further but she did. She asked if I was okay and if I was sure and I said yes and then she told me that if I got hungry I could always ask her for food and I said okay and then we went upstairs.

We decided to just chill for a bit until I was called downstairs. I was then told it was lunchtime. I tried saying no and that I ate some potato chips in my room but Kristen said that we haven't had a full family meal in a while which made me feel bad and I knew I could always just throw it up afterward so I gave in and said yes and then I asked if ranboo could join us and she said yes so then I went upstairs and told ranboo that its lunch and that he was allowed to come eat with us and he said yes and then we both came downstairs and we all ate food as a family + ranboo. I ate as quick as I could and then after 3 minutes of talking I decided I needed to go purge now or else I won't be able to and I'll gain weight which is the opposite of what I want.

Third-person POV:

Y/n got up and went to the bathroom and ranboo got up as well and said he wanted to make sure y/n was okay.

Y/n got to the bathroom and sat down on their knees and started shoving their fingers down their throat. They knew it wasn't healthy but they do it anyway, anything to stay skinny. Ranboo walked to the bathroom door and was horrified by what he heard. He couldn't believe that such a sweet person that seemed so okay was the farthest from what they seemed. He knocked on the door and said "what are you doing in there? You can't say that you're using the toilet because I know what I'm hearing." 'Fuck' y/n thought to themselves. They knew they were screwed so they started begging him not to tell their parents. He said okay but on one condition, that they would try to get better. That seemed so impossible and dumb to them. Why would they get 'better' if they were fine doing what they were? But then they thought about the past months. They went from eating 2 meals a day to eating the lowest calorie breakfast they could and then purging any food they are after that. If it got that bad within that amount of time, it would only be a matter of time until they were on the brink of death. But, they still didn't want to quit. They told themselves that they would just try to stay the same as they are now. They know how to ignore hunger. They don't need to quit, right?

Y/n POV:

Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. I'm fucking screwed. He's gonna tell my parents and then I'm gonna get forced into therapy and then I'm gonna get all fat again. This is baaaaadddd. I need to do something.

Ranboo's text looks like this
Y/n's text looks like this

What are you doing in there? You can't say using the toilet because I know what im hearing.

Ranboo please don't tell Kristin and Phil please I'll do anything just don't tell them.

Okay, so you'll do anything. Fine. I won't tell them. But! On one condition. You need to get better.

Okay, fine. I'll try. As long as you don't tell Kristin and Phil.

Why do you not want me to tell Kristin and Phil?

Because, they'll put me into therapy, and I don't want that.

If they'll put you into therapy maybe I should tell them.

Fuck, no, please. I can do this on my own. I don't need therapy. Just, fucking please. I'll give you money. I'll pay $5000 as long as you don't tell.

You don't need to bribe me, just try to get better, that's all I want.

I got up and opened the door and as soon as I did ranboo pulled me into a hug

Please, just get better, if not for you, for me, okay?

Okay.

Tw over

After that we hugged for a couple more seconds and then let go then we walked back downstairs and kept talking.

•Timeskip to after lunch around
3 pm•

Me and ranboo got up and went to my room and decided to do a stream together. We had done a stream once before but just online through Minecraft and interacted on twitter a lot so our fans aren't gonna be that surprised or confused. We played some Minecraft and made a video for my channel where we played Minecraft but one of us is controlling the keyboard and the other Is controlling the mouse. It was super fun. Afterwards we talked a bit more and then I realized it was getting quite late and I was about to say that to ranboo but then I had a great idea.

What if we had a sleepover?

Hmm, maybe, I don't know if my mom would let me. I'll have to text her.

I'm sure she will. She seems to like me so im sure it'll be fine.

I then text Kristen and Phil in our family group chat if ranboo could stay over and they both said yes and ranboo's mom also said yes, sleepover time!!!

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HIIIIIII SORRY FOR LEAVING FOR SO LONG I GOT WRITERS BLOCK AND STILL HAVE SOME PRETTY BAD WRITERS BLOCK AND PROBABLY WONT MAKE CHAPTERS FOR A BIT BUT I'LL TRY TO WRITE EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE SO SORRY!!!!

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