Your POV
You sang along to your favorite song, ignoring everyone.You anxiously waited for the bell to ring and you took a look at your arm. Not too bad. You thought. Sure you cut but it wasn't bad. I mean you had white scars and recent ones but no one cares so why try and stop? Someone approached you and you quickly pulled your sleeve down. It was your friend y/f/n. He was also your secret crush but he probably didn't feel the same way. "Hey" he said. "Hi" you fake smiled. "We haven't talked in a while" he said. "Yeah" you quietly said. "so how have you been?" "Great" you lied. It became awkward now and you prayed for the bell to ring. The magical fairies heard your command and the bell rang and you stormed out of homeroom.
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You got home and instantly went to your room totally ignoring the yells from your parents. You grabbed the razor from your bedside drawer. You slit your arm again and let the blood slowly ooze out. You did another and another and another. You stopped after five new fresh cuts. "Much better" you told yourself and put it away. The yelling stopped and you were shocked and slowly opened your bedroom door. You peeked out and heard nothing. You stepped out but was soon to come in contact with a forceful hand. You fell to the ground holding your cheek. You were terrified by your father's action. You fled back into your room and locked yourself in there.
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Once again you listened to your music playlist. Y/f/n came over again and yanked an earphone out. "Why?" He questioned. You didn't know what he was talking about. "Why what?" You sat up. He grabbed your arm and pulled your sleeve up. "Why do you do this?" "Because I'm worthless and I don't belong here" you mumble. "Tell me one thing" he paused. "Have you attempted suicide?" You shook your head and it was hard talking about this. "Please I need you to stop" he whispered as he pulled you in for a hug. You liked this, he actually cared. He kissed your forehead and rubbed your back as you silently cried. "Promise me you'll stop" he said pulling away from the hug which you never wanted to end. You nodded, knowing you couldn't say no to him. He kissed your cheek and intertwined your fingers together. Maybe life is worth living for.
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