Your POV
You sat in total darkness not wanting to turn on the lights. You dug your face into your knees and silently cried. There was a knock on the door, "Sweetie dinner's ready" your mom said. "I'm not hungry" you replied. "You sure?" "Yes" After that she left. You looked over to your drawer where the blade was. "Get out!" You screamed at yourself. "Leave me alone!" You pulled at your hair wanting to rip it all off, "Just leave me alone" you sobbed. "Just leave me the fuck alone. Please" you begged at yourself. Too fucking bad, you're stuck with me you stupid bitch. You're not good enough and you'll never be no matter how much you starve yourself.
You just couldn't any longer, everyone always said, "It'll get better just give it time" well I've given it time and nothing has fucking changed. Besides people always told you to kill yourself so they'll get what they want. You walked into the bathroom and looked for the little container. You took a handful of pills and swallowed them as you cut deep into your wrists. "Everyone can be happy now" you said as the pills started to kick in. Your wrists started to sting but you knew that you won't feel anything soon. You began to get light headed and dizzy. You knew that this wasn't like a love story and Prince Charming wasn't gonna burst through that door to save you. Your eyes started to close and soon enough you fell.
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You woke up. You were in a hospital room, your mother sitting beside your body, crying her eyes out. "Mom" you tried saying but she didn't hear you. You looked over to the bed to see your body laying there. You were dead. Well you figured that out once the monitor went flat and nurses rushed in. You had done it, you had finally done it. And even the nurses and doctors couldn't save you.
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Okay I know that I'm the worst writer ever. I don't update as much as I would like. I have quite a bit on my plate right now which is why I haven't updated in like years but I'll try to make the chapters longer and happier ? I dunno would you guys like the chapters to be less depressing? Well tell me what you think about this so yeah k bye now.
