the rugby king. || nick nelson x fem reader

5: mistake.

(please listen to the song because it is the definition of the chapter. thank you for all the votes and reads too <3)

arias pov:
i saw him. the rugby king. nick nelson. oh fucking hell. he comes running up to me.
"aria!! aria please talk to me!" he says running after me.
i ignore him and just put my airpods in, listening to the neighbourhood.  'softcore' to be exact. it explains mine and nick's relationship so well. "sharing my heart, it's taring me apart" i sing softly.
nick just stands there. not moving. just staring at me. i shouldn't have moved here. i shouldn't have talked to him. this is all my fault.
suddenly i get grabbed by the arm and it's ben.

(tw: sexual assault)

"what the fuck do you want" i whisper shout
"calm your tits." ben spits out
"so. what do u want." i ask
"you." he says before pushing me against a wall and roaming his hands all over my body. he kisses my neck and i start crying silently.
"mmh baby" he moans
"please, please just stop" i sob
he still kisses me and lifts my top up and takes it off. bear in mind we are outside. in the open. in fucking public.
"ben. ben. ben please." i cry harder
"shhhh its all okay princess" he whispers
i sob and just let it happen because there is nothing i can do. plus, this isn't the first time this has happened.
"ben. ben just stop" i sob even harder.
then somebody pulls ben off and no surprise, it's nick.
"ben, fuck off. don't touch her again okay? she told you to stop more than once. you sick motherfucker." he shouts.
i quickly put my top on and wait for ben to reply. this can't be good.
"oh yea? since when was she yours?" ben asks
"she's not." nick replies coldly.
"so? why do you even care?" ben replies
nick doesn't reply.
fuck. i knew i wasn't important to him anymore. i'm not important to anyone. i'm just used for my body. i walk out the school gates and catch the bus home. i text elle to bunk off school and come with me and she agrees. while i'm waiting for her nick comes up to me.
"aria. before you run off let me explain myself." i just stand there.
"go on then." i reply.
"the photo of me and tara is edited for one. and the reason you think i didn't come back to u when we you know, kissed is because, is because you left before i could even come back. i'm so sorry. i know you think i like tara and stuff but i like you. i like you so much. and, i know you probably don't want to talk to me again but i want you to know how much i like you." he tears up.
"it was all a mistake nick. you never liked me. you like tara. you belong with her. your just too nice to admit it." i say coldly. my voice flat. then i see elle and i walk up to her.
"hey you okay?" elle asks
"fine." i reply smiling.

- 𓋼 -

"sooooo, should we take instagram pictures??" elle asks
"um YES" i say excited. i love instagram.
"okayyyy sooooo" she says while looking through my wardrobe. "put this on."
"okay....?" i say, turning it to a question.
i go into my bathroom and put the clothes on. i come out and elle squeals.
"OH MY FUCKING GOD. ARIA! YOU JUST TURNED ME GAY" elle shouts
i laugh "thanks ellie"
we go to a corner shop to take the pictures and elle edits them to look like its night time. they look pretty cool!

after me and elle went back, we watched a movie and decided to go to the park and wait for the boys to finish school.
"so, nick nelson?" elle asks
"ugh what" i groan
"you like him correct?" she looks at me
"um... yes." i reply
"he likes u back. just saying" she states
"nahhhh, he is dating tara jones" i say "didn't you see it on twitter?"
"yes, but i can guarantee you, tara has no feelings for nick. she's gay ari." elle laughs
"oh yeah. forgot about that" i look down
"your an idiot" elle mumbles
i roll my eyes.
"anyway. hows the dancing going?" elle asks
"dancing?!?!" i question
"yes ari, dancing. don't you have a comp this weekend?" elle asks
"FUCK" i shout "elle I'm so so so sorry but i have to go to dance class." i run and fast as i can to the bus stop and catch the next bus. i pay for my return ticket and go to dance class, realising that i forgot my nick pro's and sports bra. shit.
i ring my mum to see of she can drop them down and she says yes. once i got to dance class the first person i see is natalie. natalie is the bitchiest person i have ever met. me and her are worst enemies.
"awwww snail face is here!" she shouts
"snail face? what a shit comeback." i roll my eyes
"well, i'd like to see you beat that after your little boyfriend nick nelson fell for a gay girl." she says, i stand up.
"how do you know about me and nick?" i ask
"harry greene" she says
"fuck sake." i whisper
"ewwww, why you so close to me. are you a fag too?" she asks, laughing with her friend evie.
"oh, you don't know about me and your mom." i say, wincing at the thought of what i'm about to say
"my mom?" she puts a hand on her waist
"we fucked last night" i whisper to her and walked off to where i have to do my solo.
i start dancing and i hear lola hype me up. lola is a girl who just started here, i mean, shes nice i guess but we aren't friends. my solo is too the song "play with fire" and in 2 days, i'm performing.

A/N:
thank you for all the reads and votes! i wouldn't get them without _heartstxpper_