the rugby king. || nick nelson x fem reader

31: no birthday visit.

aria's pov:

i decided not to go to nick's for his birthday since i sort of need to calm the tension down a bit. I've also got a job now anyway, and school has been a pain in the ass to be honest. 

i have been getting numerous snaps off harry and they have all been pictures of nick in school. he looks so upset, most of it is my fault anyway, like usual i guess? 

i am not going to lie, i wasn't ready for any of this. college, a job, a roommate, a fucked up relationship, and having none of my friends talk to me  anymore. I wasn't prepared for any of it. again, i'm only 16. I'm a kid. i have messaged mum about dropping out and all she replies with is "deal with it". like who the actual fuck says that to their child? 

whatever i guess. 

nick's pov:

i can't even explain how shit my birthday was. no dad, no friends, no aria.  just me and mum was okay but it just wasn't the same. i did get the birthday present she got me, it was cute and made me smile but it felt incomplete. i know mine and aria's relationship is rocky and has a lot of cracks but me and her still have love for each other. well i still have love for her anyway. 

i kind of expected my dad not to be here so it wasn't that much of a shocker to me whatsoever. mum says he's a manipulative asshole. i agree. 

he manipulates me into thinking he's actually going to come and see me this year, and of fucking course, i'm wrong. like always. is he actually my dad? does he even count as a dad? 

whatever, i guess. 

aria's pov:

i have been getting numerous emails and messages from my dance captain from my old dance studio that i told my mum to tell them i'm not in it anymore. 

anyway, they have been asking if i'm still on the team and if i have quit or something? no i didn't- well, i did but i told my um to tell them and besides, one of them hit on my boyfriend so i don't want to be there.. but i just ignore them and hope for the best. hopefully they will leave me alone. i just want to go back to Kent. that's where my real home is. in truham grammar, an all boys school, doing my A levels and hopefully living a normal life. like a normal 16 year old. 

If i'm lucky, i might have 2 weeks off school because my school i being refurbished and then i will have another week off for halloween 3 weeks later. happy fucking days. I will have a talk with my mum and see if i could drop out. I'm too young for this shit. 

My dad does whatever makes me happy, but mostly does what my mum tells him to do. it's pretty fucked up to be honest. 

I just need help. 

A/N:

heyyyyy!! this is a little short but i didn't know what do to so enjoy? 

Pleaseee let me know what you want me to do because i'm stuck and you guys r super creative!! 

As always let me know what you thought!! was it a crap chapter or reasonably good? let me knoww!!! 

anyways, see you in the next one! 

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