♡Our Future♡

Season 1, Episode 1 (Pilot)

Hello, please call me kiya <3

So i'll just dive right in?

I've been brought up in a wonderful family, we might've been struggling with money but we still made it. 

I have 5 siblings, it's hard when you're being compare to them even tho they already started their lives.

My siblings, back in the day lol, were brought up in the environment where they play outside and had to use the landlines if they wanted to talk to their friends. 

They didn't had the type of technology we have now and they weren't exposed to certain things like we are now, Meaning they were more easier to bring up than me.

I have two sisters and 3 brothers, we share the same mother but not the same father. Even though that's the case I don't look at them any differently like my mother thinks. I love them, I've always wanted siblings, even when they call and I don't talk to them I still listen into what's going on in their lives.

My mother thinks that I don't care about them, she's even said so when I make her angry. It has broken my heart many times knowing that's not true but I fear the outcome if I spoke my mind so I keep quiet and let her yell at me.

I'm rather intelligent but my work won't say that, I have a short attention span and get lost in my thoughts whilst i'm supposed to be learning. It came to a surprise to me when I passed for a top school, but looking back now I realise how smart I actually am, Honestly I wished I noticed sooner rather than doubting myself.

I obviously didn't miraculously get top marks, I spent 1 year without going outside to play with my friends and watching T.V and instead applied myself to my studies. That was back when I was around 9 years old, that time I wasn't exposed to technology so I didn't had any life on social media yet meaning I didn't care about what I had to give up. 

I wish I still had that kind of life, now I can't even study without getting distracted and itching to grab my phone or laptop. Honestly I CANT EVEN STUDY! I just can't bring myself to do it, I just do my exams and wish for the best. Now I can't run from studying seeing as these exams depends if you're getting to go to the next step in life or you just stay where you are.

I can't even put down my electronics and study for three weeks unlike when I could give up my stuff for 1 year. I'm disgusted in myself knowing i've fallen victim to the technology, knowing i've let something non-living rule over my life. I don't even have the heart in me to give them up, this device has made me so happy but it just feels so wrong.

Please don't be like me.

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Hello! I hope you enjoyed the first actual chapter of this book <3

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