Vampires /j.jk/

III

1873 . It was dark and we were pacing through the forrest. „Y/N? You go from the left." Jeremy whispered an I went in that direction. I hoped everything goes well like all the other times we went hunting together. We were on our way to kill some vampire hunters after they attacked us. Slowly I got closer to the first one. None of them knew we were here so it was pretty easy killing them. Maybe to easy? Yes. Yes it was to easy. Then a horrific scream was heard. It came from no other than my brother Jeremy. My not beating heart went down to my knees. Then I saw him falling lifeless to the ground. That's when reality hit me. We killed so many people who's family is feeling like me now. „No" I whispered, let a tear run down my cheek and went away. If I would go to him, the hunters would see me and kill me too.

At home I tried explaining to mom, dad and Luke. Later in the living Room I felt everything in my body hurt. „He knew how dangerous this was. But still they did go. I'm a little disappointed but he just tried to protect her." „Could it be that she turned her feelings back on? I mean for some weeks Jeremy told she killed less people and I find her zoned out everytime they came back." „Luke, now I think it's not the best time to talk about her. If she has her feelings back turned on she'll turn them back off." mom, dad an Luke discussed and I listened. But Luke was right. I turned my feelings on again after Jeremy and I had a small argument. I was always in the right mind and I could think straight with my feelings off not like the others so I could decide if I have them or not. Why? Because I turned them off partly. If I was so heartless like that how heartless were I if I turned them off completely.

I was back in my room rethinking what just happened. „Let's turn them off again. But this time we'll do it right." I whispered and thought about the biggest mistake I've made. The next morning I woke up smirking badly. I went downstairs drinking a glass of whiskey and went outside. „Perfect day for killing innocent people." I said. Later that day I went back home looking like a mess leaving a now very lifeless town. „Young Girl. What happened to you, sexy?" someone called me as I slowly walked home. He grabbed my arm, yanking me on a tree. He took both of my hands and pinned them over my head. I just smirked. „Looking for a girl to rape right?" I asked and he just looked into my now blood red eyes. He backed away but I was faster than him. Soon he laid there with his head ripped away and blood was everywhere.

At home my family looked at me with a judging look and I just went upstairs. I didn't feel anything and every decision I made was made out of hunger. Not even my family could come near me. I moved away and soon fifty years went by with thousands of headless people being found. Then seventy and then hundred. I tried to stay focused on what I was doing but then I met someone I thought he'd change me. After I had my feelings back I was so focused on not killing anybody and I just stealed some bloodbags from a local hospital. The person I was changing for was soon arrested because it came out that he was a murderer and I was left alone. Mom and Luke searched for me so at that time they found me. They told me that dad was killed by some hunters while he tried to protect mom and Luke.