Confession (Epistolary) ✔️

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Ashanti Basque
08-30 06:00 PM

Maali:
Hi ate

Ashanti:
Kamusta?

Busy natin pareho tara magwalwal

Maali:
Magagalit na naman si kuya parker nyan

Schedule mo ate wag biglaan hahahaja

Ashanti:
next week!

soo kamustaaa ngaaaaa

Maali:
okay lang?

Ashanti:
wasak pa rin puso natin dyan?

Maali:
inunti-unti niya kasi yung pag-alis
kaya mas madali ako nakapag-adjust

Ashanti:
Umiiyak pa rin tuwing gabi?

Maali:
Tinatabihan na ako ni Mommy para patulugin ako kaya hindi na ako sobrang nahihirapan pa every night

Ashanti:
Mas okay na yan

Maali:
Masakit pa rin ate eh

Two months mula nung nag-away kami, walang nagbalak makipag-ayos, palala lang ng palala. I didn't know why is it like that

Ashanti:
Eh kasi naman ang toxic na

Maali:
But when he talked to me nung birthday niya parang okay na naman. Akala ko nga magiging okay na kami, nagsorry ako tapos he even said he loves me

Then bigla siyang magpapaalam na aalis

Ashanti:
Baka na misinterpret mo? That it should be a closure and not a continuation

Maali:
That's just so unfair

Tapos ngayon wala na talaga siyang paramdam. He can message me! He always can do that pero wala siyang ginagawa

He can't say he's busy kasi dati nga he can drive for 20-30 minutes para lang puntahan ako because what? Because I wabt to and I can't sleep

He can easily type a message for me!

Ashanti:
You can message him too ah

Bakit hindi mo magawa?

Maali:
Because he said goodbye already! I don't know kung magrereply siya. Tapos nung nag last goodnight siya dapat sasabihin niya pa na hihintayin niya ako makatulog muna, that he'll wait for my call in case na hindi ako makatulog

Pero hindi niya naman sinabi kasi hindi niya na ako hinihintay magmessage or tumawag

Our friendship may be toxic for others but it's the best thing I've ever got and i can risk everything just for that friendship to be back, ate

Ashanti:
Don't you think he's not for you? That he's the problem and not the relationship or not you?

Maali:
What if I'm the problem? Not him or not our relationship?

Ashanti:
Maali, kung gusto niya gagawin niya. Kung babalik siya dito, edi babalik siya. Don't stop living just because he left.

It is what it is, oki?

Kaya yan. Nandito kami.

Maali:
But I treasure him so much

Ashanti:
You do?

Maali:
Of course ate

Ashanti:
Then let's see where it will take you

Go on with your life for now tapos we'll see what will happen next. Hindi mo kailangan madaliin. Hindi naman porke mahal mo siya, magiging kayo na talaga for life

It's just not like that

Maali:
But I can imagine na he'll be back right? Just to keep on going

I can still think of him

Ashanti:
Oo naman, you can do that

That's all you can do for now. think of him.