I had no clue that morning.
That we wouldn't be speaking that night.
I really just wanted to call her.
But, I resisted with all of my might.Ally was the one person,
Who could always make me smile.
And I wish she'd be my sister again,
Even just for a while.But I know I'm being foolish,
For that is all in the past.
It is true she was my everything,
So it was great while we let it last.We both need time to process,
But I know that it won't help.
Both of us really fucked up this time,
It doesn't matter how we truly felt.She has always been my sister,
And I knew that from the start.
Even though I know she hates me,
She'll always have a place in my heart.She'll still be my everything,
I know this much for sure.
She still means the world to me,
Even though I mean nothing to her.I lost you.
And it destroyed me.