Part 12+1

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((Flashback))

He grinned coldly and took a taxi quickly ,get on .

He leaned his head against the side window of the car.His contradictory thoughts passed through his mind .

He wanted to go ,wanted to run away from everything . Now … now that he felt for the first time he had found a good friend .

Now that an honest and sincere person considered him a human being without any request and even …

And even…
Regardless of his poverty or living conditions, he loved him .

He could not deny .
That…
Max was very important to him .Perhaps he was the first person to consider Earth as a human being from the beginning of his birth until now .

He valued him ,even loved him .All of this was the center of attention …
It was selfishly pleasing to Earth .

Wanted him .He wanted Max to be just for himself .Just pay attention to himself and nothing else .

Just for him, just for him .
It did not matter if it was love or friendship .

Earth needed a sense in his being .
A strong need to be loved by this attractive boy .

A feeling that made him want to be the center of gravity of his attention .
It was not the first time he saw a boy .

It was not the first time someone fell in love with him ,
But …
But this time ...
It was strangely different from always .

He had such a selfish feeling about wanting and having Max that wanted to run away with him right now and go somewhere far away .

A place where the creditor's hand does not reach him .

But ...
He thought to himself .
He thought and thought …
Yes, he was selfish, right , but ...
Max was innocent , why should he get into the trouble of his miserable life? Why?
No, it was not Max's right who love so sincerely .

He was the best person who ever knew the legacy of his life .No , no ,Max must stay out of these troubles .

It was hard , yes , very hard , but ...
He thought that moment and between having Max and his attention to himself and his absence ,
Chose one ...

A choice that was forced and painful ,But there was no choice .

A taxi stopped in front of the hospital .
He got off quickly to lay down and go to bed .

He did not want Max to notice his absence from the hospital and worry about him .

So he entered quickly , had already coordinated with the nurse and told her that he was going and coming back , but  wanted to be hospitalized tonight ! Because his friend insists,
and asked her not to say anything to Max .

They also had nothing to say .It was a hospital and they were taking their money .Money for overnight in a hospital bed .

He entered quickly , changed his clothes and lay down ,And waited for him .

He should talk to him,informed Max of his painful decision,hated it unintentionally .

Earth was missing him from now on, but ...
He had no choice .

A miserable man is always miserable . that was his belief ,And that day he gained more faith in this issue .

An unfortunate person in a miserable stupid life .

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+After that beautiful romantic kiss , Max had a good feeling ,And lay down next to the hunt on the bed .

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