Depths of My Mind

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Depths of My Mind

I regret my actions
Deeply
Seeds I've planted
Into the parts
Of humanity
I utterly regret
I've held my self
As too high
An innocent victim 
Why am I  like this
Fearing things
Out of knowing
My own nature
I want to make amends
The coward in me
Not letting me
Even want to
Admit the wrong
A villain who wants
To be saved by someone
Pure
Ashame
I hate human nature
Scared of the truth
The truth that
I'm not what I want to be
What grimy being
I have become
Is this me talking
Or just the ghost
Of the past
Taking over
Trying to feel better
About themselves and what happened
What is the truth?

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