You are my sunshine {Completed}

Chapter 10

-Kara pov-
It has been a few weeks since the world wide regression started. There have only been a few regression changes for everyone in the family. Specifically Alex has been the one to change. She is no longer the one who regresses actually.

It came as a surprise when Kelly regressed. It was during a picnic and a ball got launched. Kelly was immediately after it before we could register her going. She came back with it in her mouth and panting.

We made sure to get everyone tested after that. Lillian said it would take a few before it all set in for us. Which is why I am heading into the doctors today. Cause I want to take my test again.

I am not happy with has transpired in any way. I sign into the doctors office and follow the line. I go to the test room and put on the headset. I take a deep breath as the test begins.

I see the first thing pop up and answer to my best truth. I will not lie through this test. I am going to be making this test know who I am! I will not get the same result again!

I walk to the table and look at the objects. There is a ball, a bear, a bottle, and collar. I look between all of the objects. I close my eyes and do three spins.

I reach out and grab at the collar. I may be trying to rig the test. I just do not like what I got. I open my eyes and sigh as I do not see what object I grabbed.

I am in a open field right now though. I try to walk but seem to be stuck. I have some panic build up as I can not move. I want to move and call for help but I can not!

Why is this happening to me? Why am I not able to be strong? Why am I falling apart now? Why can I not be good enough?

"Kara?" I look up and see Lena standing there with her hand out toward me "Take my hand"

"I am not worthy of your love" I turn my head some and see Andrea sitting on the ground "I am not worthy of loving either of you two....I am nothing anymore and I can not protect either of you"

"Kara we both know just how hard your life has been at times" Lena cups my face and forces me to look at her "You are exactly who we need in our lives"

I smile and then look at my hand as I remember I grabbed a item. I am confused when I see nothing in my hand. I look up as I can see Lena slipping. It finally clicks on what happened.

I made choices I thought I needed to make. I never gave my true answers to the test. I pull both girls into me as I close my eyes. When I open them again the test is done.

I leave after I get signed out of the doctors hospital. I head home with the real results. Once inside I show the aid we got who leaves happily. Once I find the girls I pull them into a loving embrace.

I can see they are hungry and quickly pull down my top. I let Andrea latch on first and then Lena. I smile as I run a hand through their hair. I love these two girls so much and would do anything for them.

-Kara singing-

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free

Black bird fly, black bird fly
Into the light of the dark black night

Black bird fly, black bird fly
Into the light of the dark black night

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

I lay them down as they fall asleep and stop eating. I turn on the monitor and go around the house. I fix things up and work on lunch. I am going to be the best girlfriend and caretaker out there.

I have been in my head for too long. I have let my horrible past define me for too long. My planet was destroyed but I found a new one. I have a new family to replace the one I lost.

I will always remember them but I also have to move on. I have to move on for them and myself. I have caring mom, siblings, friends, and girlfriends. I have it all and yet I play the pity card.

I will not do that anymore! I am going to be the best I can be! No more tearing myself down so they can build me back up! I am going to be strong and build them up when they are all feeling down.

Time flies and soon I am eating with my big girlfriends. We laugh and talk and it feels normal. I finally feel free and normal. Losing my powers may have not been the worst thing in the world.

Having this world may not be the worst either. Maybe Lillian has done the ultimate good thing. She has finally introduced a mass peace and happiness. I finally just need to accept all of this and stop waiting for the downfall.

It is time to finally leave supergirl behind and finally become Kara Zor-El Danvers! Girlfriend and caretaker of the two best littles in the world!