The Volturi Are Coming For Me

The Battle has come

The Volturi were here at my doorstep and Alec was in the front. Jane looked very scared like I was going to kill him. All I did was slam the door in his face and walked away. I turned around and walked back into the living room. My face was 10 times paler than it was 30 seconds ago. I didn't get three words out before I heard growling and knew that Jared and Jacob were here with the packs.

"Volturi. Here." was the only words that I could muster. 

Carlisle stood up abruptly and walked out of the room. We waited for a few minutes before he walked back in saying that he had talked to Alec and agreed to meet at the open field in the woods so everyone could talk and if there was a war then their house wouldn't get harmed, still having a place to stay after the horrific battle if there would be any survivors. I stayed inside looking out the window with Renesmee as the whole conversation started and ended. I wished this day had never come. Death was going to happen on both sides and only fate knew who was going to win. 

We all walked out to the field and Jared was glued to my side. I know he could feel my uneasiness even when I tried to keep it from him. It must have been the imprinting. I think I love him. He really was my knight in shining fur. Carlisle walked up with Edward to try to talk them into leaving, while Jane looked like she needed a hug so I mind linked her to see if she was alright. Mind liking was something that I discovered in my time with the Volturi it was a simple way to talk to my friends when I was not with them, Alec had used it many times the day that I had run away but after many unanswered calls he gave up trying. Jane answered after a while that she never thought I would be on the opposite side of her, we had been friends for so long and it killed her the day that I left. I knew that I would hurt her the day I left but I wanted out and I never thought that I would hurt her as much as I did. I slowly walked up and she did the same. After I was out of my group we ran and hugged. God it felt good to see her again. Even if it was to battle her. She really was my only friend. Then she whispered in my ear something I wanted to hear months ago before I left but now I felt nothing.

"Alec really is in love with you. You had to leave to make him realize that." she said

"I had to leave to realize that he wasn't worth it. I fell in love this time with a werewolf." I said

I looked behind me as soon as I heard a growl behind me. Jared has walked right behind us with a protected stare on me.

"That's the werewolf isn't it? Looks like this time the boy you love finally realized how amazing you were" Jane said with a smile.

"Yes" I gave Jared a smile and gave Jane a small wave goodbye. We got back to my side and Alice looked me over to make sure she didn't hurt me. I looked back at Carlisle and Alec talking but they weren't talking anymore. Alec was looking right at me with a look I didn't understand. I guess that's what you get when you lose something that you always thought you would have for forever. I used to be the person he knew would always be on his side no matter what until I left and he had to find someone else to be that comfort for him. I wasn't his little toy that he could just throw away and think it would just stay put for him. I was my own person now and he wasn't going to get in my way. I grazed my hand on Jared's fur and was comforted with the soft feeling of safety. 

Carlisle walked to Renesmee and said that Volturi wanted to see us before the battle so we slowly walked to the group of Volturi in the middle with Jared and Jacob at our sides. I buried my hand in Jared's fur and he gave me a cute bark to reassure me that he was there for me and he wouldn't let me go that easy.

When we got there Alec took a step closer to me and ended getting a growl from Jared. That made me smile and Alec grew even more mad. Jane started to look terrified at Alec and I knew that he was thinking about killing Jared so I mind linked him

"You kill him and you will never get me back, so don't do that"

"Why not. Nothing would stop me from claiming you as my mate"

"I would never actually be happy and I could not drink blood and age so much that I would die"

"You wouldn't dare"

"Try me. I dare you. I found my mate and it is not you so move on"

Alec gave me a glare that could kill. I guess I really had to leave to make him see he loved me but he was the one kissing Sophie and even though I was told that he loved me I could not see it, I could only see a wounded dog that was more made that he lost something then that he truly loved me. I can see Sophie's little blond mouth turned into a frown because the leader of the biggest clan didn't want to be her mate. 

The last thing I saw was a blur as Sophie charged to me and knocked me down. There were screams and next thing I knew was she is dead and Jared is standing over me in a protective way. I guess he really meant what he said when said no harm would come to me. That was all it took and the chaos started.

The Vampires and werewolves on my side ran to the Volturi and took them by surprise. Sophie just couldn't help not killing me at the first chance she got. That's all it would've taken. Lots of numbers were lost on both sides but then the Volturi said all they wanted was me and I didn't want anymore of my friend to die so I agreed. The battel was only a short time but watching the people that I had come to love die was ripping me up inside. Powers were being used on both sides but it seems that though we tried our best it was a hopeless case. I couldn't look at Jared as I passed him. He whimpered and I almost changed my mind but I didn't want him to die and make all the others grief just because I wanted my mate to be with me. It was a lose lose situation. At least I could still see him one day in the future. I made an oath to myself. I wasn't going to fall in love with Alec or anyone ever again but also that I was going to starve myself so he could bring me home to Jared because wherever Jared is is my home. The only way that he might even think about letting me go was if I was miserable and he realized he did not need me to be happy.