Beintehaa

Sleepless Nights

So I know I promised to upload the entire chapter by Tuesday but I got busy with some things. Here is what I have so far and I will add to it later. Enjoy!

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Bani? Veer muttered and took a step forward. Right, when she saw her husband standing there with a dumb, confused look on his face Bani threw the bowl at him in anger which Veer caught just in time before it did any damage. Sweetheart?! What the hell? Yeh kya karr rahi ho...aggar muje lag gayi? He asked innocently. Bani looked here and there and spotted the jug of water on the nightstand. Before he could even react Bani grabbed it and threw it at him, this time with as much strength as she had in her. Veer stepped to the side and watched as it hit the wall behind him and shattered into pieces. Kyun? Darr lag raha hai na? Jab tum muje naukrani kehte the...muje itni chotth paunchate the toh socho ke muje kaisa lagg raha hoga?! Lekin nuy...tum achi tarrah se maafi maange ke vajaaye...barpaayi karne ke vajaaye abhi muje itna kuch sunaake neeche jaa rahe the?! Once again Veer you make everything about yourself! Bani glared at Veer with her naagin eyes and her face turned red with anger. Veer gulped in fear and took baby steps towards her, flinching anytime she made the slightest movement.

Okay...okay...breathe...calm down Bani. He held his hands out and gestured for her to relax, but this just pissed her off more. Calm down? Calm...seriously?! Don't tell me to freaking calm down Veer! I've been through hell and back again for two weeks because of you! Pehle tumne yeh samja ke maine voh sajaavat Jai ke liye kiyi, fir tumaari voh memory loss ka drama, muje party mein dakha dena, embaress kiya. Fir we made love. Aur theek uske bhaad fir memory loss...aur fir tum seedha chaand parr chale gaye apni ex ke paas. Muje kitna kuch karna parra tumein vaapas laane ke liye. I almost married that dhabewala for you Veer! You know how disgusting I felt at that moment! At this Veer slightly smiled and looked down as he held back his laughter. Aur dekho...dekho abhi bi tum hass rahe ho?! You think this is a joke! Bani jumped off the bed and walked over to the walk-in closet to clean up the mess that Veer left in there from finding his favorite black socks that morning. Veer sighed and came up behind her, gently wrapping his arms around her waist. Bani turned her head and pulled it back to keep him from kissing her right now. She knew if he did she would surely melt and didn't want to let him off so easily. As he tried to lock his arms around her Bani dragged her body here and there continuing with her stress cleaning. Aur fir jab tum vaapas aaye fir tumaari shaktiya challi gayi. Why did I even stay with you Veer?! When you told me to leave I should've gone...but no...mera dil tumpe fida hogaya tha na? Aur muje firse Bholenaath ke paas jaake tumaari shaktiya ki bheek maangni padhi. Veer nodded as she continued with her rant and gently kissed her shoulder. Sweetheart Bholenaath ne itni jaldi ha kehdiya? Aur sach mein tumaari dil mujpe fida hogaya? Batao na when did you realize you love me? He pinched her waist to tease her. Bani turned her entire body around and stuck her chin out and pushed him back with each word.

Bauhat. Badi. Galti. Kardi. Veer's back hit the wall behind him and he threw his head back in laughter, making Bani roll her eyes. She threw his dirty clothes at him and yelled Hasso matth! Then you had another memory loss segment. Veer tumein toh doctors ko study karna chahiye. Ek hi hafte mein kitni bhaar yaadash gayi?! Aur tabh tum muje naukrani kehne lagge, you almost slept with that chick at the club, muje kitna kuch kaha...I...I've been through hell with you Veer! Tumne muje sirf aur sirf dukh diya hai! Main pachtaati hoon ke maine tume uss din chodda nahi! Meri zindagi kitni aasan hoti! I'm in freaking hell with you! Aur abh yeh tumaara bacha bhi- Bani suddenly stopped, gasped, and took a step back. Veer looked at her with tears rimming his eyes and looked down. I...I'm...I...he stuttered. Bani shook her head and grabbed his hands in hers, kissing his cheek and forehead but he whimpered and shook his head again. I...I'm sorry...Veer...please...I didn't mean that...baby main bass gusse mein thi. Veeranshu...I love you. I love you so much. Veer looked up to the ceiling and let his tears fall as Bani wrapped her arms around his back and kissed his adam's apple. They stayed like this for a few moments before Veer took a breath in and pushed her back. No...Bani stop. He said as she tried to hug him again. Bani looked at him with pleading eyes. She was worried that she had said too much. Veer I love- Veer kissed her forehead reassuringly and gently smiled. Ek minute sweetheart. Muje bhaat toh karne do? Bani pouted and nodded her head in understanding. Sunno sweetheart...main vaada karta hoon...vaada karta hoon ke chaahe kuch bhi hojaaye, koi bhi museebhat aaye, chahe bhagwan kudh tumaari yaadash mitaane ki koshish karre...I will keep coming back to you. I feel horrible Bani...I wasn't myself but even when I couldn't remember you...muje bauhat dukh horaha tha tumein udaas dekh khe. Rozz main marr raha tha...aur abh...abh muje iss sach ke saath jeena pade ga ke maine tumaare saath aisa bhartaav kiya...tum...tum pregnant bhi thi...his voice cracked and he almost fell to the ground but Bani held on firmly. Veer...leave it....it's fine. It's in the past now she whispered in a gentle way. No Bani...you were freaking pregnant and I? I just tossed you around like that? Made you work tirelessly in the kitchen...didn't even care if you slept, drank water, or ate properly?! Bani...I don't deserve you. Main tumaare laayak nahin...aur abh humara bacha? Main isse kaise achayi aur buraayi ki difference bataaonga? Maine toh kudh itne paap kiye hai...Main- Bani lightly smacked Veer's chest and shook her head defiantly.