Walker Scobell x reader

Chapter 19

I still haven't talked to Walker, nor has he talked to me. Its already been about a few weeks and he hasn't come to pick me up or anything on Tuesday's.

Today is the day of rehearsals ( for Flipped ) and honestly I'm not feeling it. Which I guess is a win win because I don't even want a role that has to do anything with that scumbag.

"Everyone, please get in your seats, we'll call by name, one by one." One of the directors said.

I started to sweat realizing how big of a deal this is. What if they give me the role? Would I be happy?

"Y/n L/n your up." The directors called through the loud noisy hallway. 

The area that I was at was far from the audition room. Giving off suspense every step I took.

I kept walking, looking at the other actors who were auditioning; basing they're talent on how they look.

But something caught my eye. Through the windows, a tall figure peeked through holding a sign that said 

"I'm sorry Y/n I love you so much. I should have never done something so stupid. I know I'm being selfish but, please do good for me." in a horrible hand writing... Eh he tried.. I laugh.

I then looked at the person holding it.

No other than Walker Scobell himself. 

I started blushing a thick shade of red as I took a peek at Walkers emotions. He was smiling big, cheering me on.

In the moment it was cute, but when I got back into reality, I realized other actors could see both Walker and the sign and looked at me with a glare as I passed by.

They knew that if they got the part, they would be acting with the famous 'every girls dream', Walker Scobell. Of course they'd look at me like that.

Although all the glaring, I felt a sense of pride and competitiveness. "Okay I got this. For Walker." I smiled to myself.

...

After the rehearsal I felt pretty good. I tried my best and that was all that mattered. 

I walked out the door, ready to finally go home and to wait for the results. As I opened the door, a strong force pushed me back. Luckily the doors held me from going back into the building. 

It was Walker of course.

He squeezed me so hard I could barely breathe.

"Okay let go before I explode into many pieces." I begged.

"Sorry." He innocently smiled as he let go.

"I'm sorry.. What I did was wrong.. Please let me make it up to you again." 

Honestly. Throughout the past week, I've missed him so much. I don't know what I could do without him. 

Now that all my grief and sorrow is finished, all I want is Walker. Not revenge anymore. I feel bad for how many times he said sorry to me.

"Fine. I'll forgive you. But that doesn't mean we're anything. Just friends.. For now." I mumbled the last part.

"Okay. I'll take it." Walker said thankfully, not hearing what I said at the end.

...

I got home, Walker with me. I realized he hasn't been to my house in about 2 weeks or something. 

My mom looked at me as if she knew we made up. She smiled as she saw Walker come through the door.

"Oh the two lovebirds are back." Jasmine said rolling her eyes.

"Shut up...It's not like that." I annoyingly say.

I took a glance at Walker.

His smile faded for a bit.

...

"When are you getting the results for the movie?"  Walker asked, laying on my bed on his phone; breaking the silence.

"Uh I think in 2 weeks?" 

... Silence again filled the room. This time before he broke it, he looked straight at me.

"...When you said 'we're over...' did you actually mean it..?" 

I thought for a moment.

I mean.. In the moment I said that, I wasn't thinking straight.

"Yes." I mumbled, still looking down at what I was doing. Journaling.

Maybe I do need a break from him.

I started writing my thoughts down on the paper.

"Y/n look at me." He said, starting to walk over towards me.

I didn't move my head; not a single bit.

"Y/n." He called again.

I didn't answer.

He lifted his hands towards my chin, forcing my eyes to face him.

"Y/n. I'm serious. Did you actually mean it."

I didn't know what to say.

"Why are you making it so serious." I angrily responded, swiping my head away from his hand.

"... Because I love you." Walker stated seriously as he looked me directly in the eyes.

His eyes lowered. I saw a small smile plastered on his face for a few seconds.

"I really just need a break right now... So yeah, I guess I am serious. We're really just friends." I said.  I ignored his action.

"..Okay. I'll be waiting until your break is over." Walker sarcastically responded, rolling his eyes. Letting his guard down.

Huh? Why is he acting so friendly now?

"I'm not changing my mind." I firmly stated.

"Alright. Just hurry up i'm impatient." Walker last said before leaving the room, leaving a more comfortable aura in the room.

After he left I jumped on my bed thinking about us.. As just friends.

I felt a little sad but I think this break is for the better..

Then I thought.

...

Before, Walker was acting all sad and gloomy actually thinking I hated him. After he looked down, he was all happy and smiley again..

Oh shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.

I got up from my bed, opened my journal to the page I just wrote a few minutes ago.

I read what I wrote not realizing what I had put.

"Dear journal,
I'm gonna be super honest. I really really really love Walker. 'Please don't leave' is what I would like to tell him but.. I don't know.. I guess I'm just a stupid coward...Cheers to that I guess." My writing stopped there.

Oh shit.

..He read my journal.

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