TW: bad thoughts, reader thinking that they are not attractive.
Bad thoughts
Bad thoughts
Good thoughts——————-
It was that time of the year. The time when you stepped foot outside, you could feel the sun beaming onto your skin. It was hot and humid. So, what's the best way to "beat the heat"? Going to the beach obviously. You and your loving fire elemental boyfriend planned about a week ago to go to the beach today. You were extremely excited to go, until now of course. You just got done changing into your swim suit and looked in the mirror. All you saw was imperfections. That's too big, this is too small. The more you kept looking, the more you didn't want to go to the beach. People don't want to see you. "Hey, are you almost done? You are taking forever" You heard a stern but soft voice through the door. Tears threaten to fall. "Uhm, yes. Just..give me a minute." You said, trying to hide the pain in your voice. Don't cry. "Are you okay?" Well, you clearly failed. One tear. Cry baby. "Yeah, I'm okay" Three more. "Are you sure? You don't sound like it?" He said clearly concerned. He won't want to be with you anymore. A lot more. "I'm alright. Just- just give me-" you said, unable to finish your sentence due to you crying. Who likes a cry baby? You heard the door open. The fact that he was seeing you like this made you feel guilty. You shouldn't be crying. You are ruining everything. "Freelancer?" You fell to the floor unable to stop crying. Dramatic. "I'm- I'm sorry" you choked out. You look awful. You looked over to see him crouched by you. You waited a minute before flinging yourself onto him, wrapping your arms around him, you started to cry more. Clingy...He put him arms under yours and sat in the floor, resting his back on the wall. He moved you so your head was on his shoulder and you were laying on him. He rubbed circles in your back and made small 'shh' noises. It's okay, everything is okay. Giving some 'it's okay's here and there. When you finally stopped crying so much he asked, "What's wrong?" So many thoughts popped up in your head. You said the one big one. "Why can't I be pretty?" You said, fighting back tears once again. He cupped your face. "Look at me." You did. "You are beautiful. You are the most amazing person that's ever been in my life." He said. "But I-" "No. No buts." You nodded and smiled. I'm pretty. I'm amazing. I'm wanted.————————
Word count:492That one had me in tears-
But if you feel like if you are not pretty, or not handsome, or not attractive. YOU ARE.
Also, deep apologies for word use. You can replace the word "pretty" with one you prefer!Here is some love 👉. ❤️💕♥️💗💖💞💓❣️💘💝❤️🔥
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