1 am boys and I'm worried This is a big vent skip past this if you don't want to read me rambling and concerning over med problems My mom gave me these two papers to do and they were for different mental things So I dunno if she's trying to get me medicated for both or diagnosed for both but either way good on her The bad thing on her though is that I'm fearing I won't be able to because she didn't really put anything on the sheets that like were how I am and feel So now I'm concerned about if they'll even think I'm being geniune when I say I'd like to try medication to see if it helps at all Like worst comes to worst I'll get told something like 'oh it's hormones you're just a bit nervous in social situations nothing THAT extreme honey!' or 'you fucking stupid lazy sack of hormones and shit, just don't feel sad it's so common among you kids god you sicken me' and then I'll start bawling my eyes out in said hormonial sadness It's in that way that I know I need to at least try it out but I don't know if others will believe me I at the very bare bare skin boned minimum need ssome sorta antidepressant for the sake of me not imploding in on myself It doesn't even have to be one that boots my mind into a numbed happy mush just a tiny thing of it would be great to just test the waters out with It's either that or I'll have to stare at this specific photo of a sheep to keep myself happy On a lighter note I'm going to bed now because I already did all the shit I was gonna do for the all nighter so
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