Starlight - Nomin

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mark reached home soon, he was tired. renjun was busy with some other case due to which haechan and mark stayed alone in the office and the tan male ranted to the canadian about how renjun didn't take him on a date yesterday even though haechan goes on a date with renjun everyday. mark thought how annoying it would be to go on dates.
 
he knocked lazily on the door but stopped, "oh i locked jaemin."

mark unlocks the door with a key. he walked inside his house. he realized there's a strong scent of someone's perfume. mark furrowed his eyebrows as he sniffed for of the air, it was definitely a guy's perfume. he ran to the bedroom and unlocked the door, "jaemin?... anyone came here?"
 
the younger one ran to his boyfriend and gave him a tight hug. he ignored the question.
 
"jaemin i asked something!" mark yelled at the boy pushing him away.
 
"w-what?..."

"are you fucking day dreaming?!"
 
"i-i was happy... to s-see you..", jaemin's eyes turned glassy.
 
"don't be i'm not giving anything", mark rolled his eyes. "and i asked you something bitch?! with whom were you whole day huh?"
 
"i-it's not.. like that... mark.. i don't want.. a-anything from.. you, i love you... i always get... happy seeing you...", jaemin was almost crying. "i-i was alone...whole day mark..."
 
"don't lie to me!" mark pulled jaemin closer to him by grabbing his collar. he sniffed jaemin's shirt which was full of the scent he smelled awhile ago.
 
jaemin felt a sudden pain on his cheek. the canadian slapped the younger one harshly. jaemin started to cry loudly, he tried to hug his boyfriend but mark pushed him on the floor. the pastel haired boy was shedding tears on the cold floor. the canadian bent down he noticed the bandages on jaemin's neck. he gripped his neck tightly almost choking him. mark pulled the bandages. jaemin cried more, he knew mark will beat him alot if he will come to know about the vampire. the canadian laughed crazily when he saw jaemin's spotless neck, "oh baby... you think i'm dumb?" mark says choking the boy more. jaemin coughed choking, tears rolled down rapidly from his eyes, his pale face turned red full of tears.
 
jaemin cried louder, "m-mark...s-stop.."

the canadian left jaemin's neck still staring at him furiously, "so the vampire licked your neck?"
 
"he also bit you on that day right?"
 
"ohh maybe he fucked you too?" mark gritted his teeth and slapped jaemin again.

"you slut... you even saved him that day didn't you?"

"YOU'RE THE REASON HE ESCAPED THAT DAY I FUCKING HATE YOU NA JAEMIN!"
 
the pastel haired boy kept on crying, jaemin was scared to speak. he didn't try to defend him, the boy just heard whatever his boyfriend said. his words broke jaemin's heart. he shut his eyes tightly everytime he heard mark saying how much he hates jaemin. his heart shattered into pieces, the blue haired boy was never experienced such thing even though mark beat him before too.
 
"Jaemin get out", mark spoke lowly gritting his teeth.
 
the boy didn't do anything, he just sat there crying.
 
"I SAID LEAVE!"
 
"you fucking betrayed me now do you still expect me to comfort you and shit?!", mark pulled jaemin by his arm and pushed him outside his room.
 
"get out of my house bitch i don't need you, i hate you now leave"
 
jaemin slowly walked towards the main door. he knew mark will beat him more if he didn't obey him. it was already pass ten but the canadian didn't hesitate to kick him out of his house. mark didn't have any mercy on jaemin. he always told him how his work is more important to him, and today it looks like he was always right. jaemin thought he loves him even if he says such things but maybe he didn't really love him at all after all his his job was more important to him and since jaemin ruined their plan of catching the vampire mark was even more angry these days. jaemin was silent, he didn't want to speak anything further.
 
he silently thought about the days he spent alone waiting for his boyfriend to come to him but mark always sent him a message saying that he won't come home. jaemin slept alone almost every night, he even cried missing mark but the boy was not allowed to call him because the canadian told him not to call him during the job. jaemin texted his boyfriend but he never really answered his texts either. maybe he didn't actually wanted to date? maybe he just agreed to date because he didn't want to hurt jaemin but now the pain is doubled for the boy. if mark rejected him on the first time then they wouldn't have come so far with a relation like this.
 
jaemin was always lonely inside, he used to jealous when he saw couples outside on dates but he would just pout and think about him and mark going on dates like this but the canadian never took him on a date either. jaemin always did too much for mark, he always tried to make keep happy. he would cook for him, jaemin always cooked mark's favorite food and brought it to his office, he would buy matching accessories for the two of them, he always supported him no matter what. jaemin was always there for mark even before they started dating but mark was never available for jaemin. he was just too busy, atleast that's what he said. maybe he had time but he didn't have time only for jaemin? but he always beat him whenever he did something which was wrong according to mark.

jaemin went out of the house weeping. it was the first time mark did something like this with him. the blue haired boy started thinking more worst things. what if he ends his relationship with jaemin? what if they breakup? his thoughts made him cry harder because jaemin truly loves him, his feelings are kind and sincere towards him but if mark will treat him like this then there's no reason for jaemin to date him if he won't receive the same love.
 
jaemin was lonely on the street, he sat there crying. he felt terrible, dull, gloomy eyes full of tears. his face was moist, tears stained his cheek. jaemin's lips were dry and chapped as if he didn't drink water since whole day. his body was aching, the boy's cheeks were red, they were burning lightly. jaemin just sat with his head on his knees, he was hoping for mark to come out of the house and hug him, comfort him and kiss him but mark didn't come out at all. he left jaemin all alone outside the house in the dark night.

the younger one thought about the vampire, he wanted to meet him but it's impossible. he doesn't know where he goes or what he does. jaemin was crying wishing for the vampire to come to him, he wanted to meet him so bad and cry to him. jaemin wanted to tell everything to the vampire maybe that would make him feel better? but he knows there's only 10% chance of the vampire come to him because he must be sucking someone's blood or he must be roaming in some other town.

"i-i want to... meet y-you", the blue haired boy says crying silently.
 
jaemin started to think about that day when the vampire told him that he'll be there whenever jaemin needs him but why not today when he's calling him from when. perhaps that was all joke, he's a vampire after all, jaemin thought crying silently.