Let's be UNPREDICTABLE ♥

First: Rain

Rain's POV

Now Playing: Losing grip by Avril Lavigne

Are you aware of what you made me feel? Baby

Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real

Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?

Why'd you turn away?

(*poke *poke)

Here's what I have to say

I was left to cry there

Waiting outside there

Grinning with a lost stare

*poke *poke

*poke *poke

"ANO BA!!!" Bulyaw ko sa istorbong humigit ng earphone ko

"Baby Zowee naman ii kanina ka pa namin ginigising andito na tayo oh" Kuya Kian said while pouting

Higitin ko nguso neto eh -_-"

"Tss. Quit calling me Baby Zoey"

"Kala ko ba ok ka na? Bat ang sungit mo pa din?"

"Paki mo ba? Para kang bata umayos ka nga"

"Di kaya! Saka ikaw din naman ah? Pero sige try ko ^^"

"Isip Bata" I rolled my eyes

Andito na ulit ako. I smiled bitterly at that thought.

Huminga ako ng malalim at lumabas ng van.

"Rain!"

Patakbong lumapit sakin si Kurt (kurt is my bandmate)

"Oh?" I answered him with a bored tone.

"Ok ka lang?"

"Yeah. I'm fine Why?"

"Wala baka kasi ano" He said while scratching his head

"Nah really im fine"

He just shrugged.

Then nauna na syang maglakad.

*Hingang malalim

Anyway, I'm Lorraine Zoey Minuel. I'm 17 years. old. I'm from New York. Well I grew up here in the Philippines I migrated in New York for some reasons. I live on my own. I don't have parents. Well technically, My mother died when I was 14. After my mom died my father wasted his life. He always drink himself to death. But days later, that bastard started bringing home shitty sluts. Until he decided to live with one of them. Funny ey? He almost killed himself when my mom died but he easily get over mom. He even remarried! Ugh Enough with the story telling.

Ayoko na sana talagang ng bumalik dito sa Pinas, Kung di lang dahil sa request ni Kuya Kian di ako uuwi dito. Pinsan ko si Kuya Kian. He ask me if i can live with him here. So i said yes. I can't say no. Siya yung tumulong sakin nung minamaltrato ako noon ng step mom ko and besides si kuya kian nalang ang tinuturing kong kamag-anak.

Tinignan ko yung bandmates ko. Sumama yung mga bugok moral support daw. Sanay na kasi silang magpalipat lipat ng tirahan kaya ganyan.

Pero kahit para silang tanga sobra kong natuwa sa desisyon nilang pagsama sakin dito.

Dahil sa pagpunta ko dito, siguradong kailangan ko ng masasandalan.