I returned home and I knew immediately what I had to do. I had never felt this way before and I could tell that this was fate.
I needed to break up with my boyfriend. I never liked him anyways and I had already gotten everything I needed out of that relationship. I wanted to be in a REAL relationship now with the girl of my dreams.
I barely slept that night as I was thinking about her and how we would be together soon. I thought about her room and how soon I would be able to go in there with her knowing. I'm planning on going there tomorrow night secretly since I still need to rehearse how I will confess. I thought about how i should break up with ,y boyfriend and decided it would be very easy. I would just tell him that I knew he was gay and I never liked him. I thought about the new girl for a couple more hours and didn't get to sleep until about 1 or 2 am.
A few hours later...
My alarm went off and I woke up quickly. I was very tired but also very excited. I decided to dress my best today to impress her. I spent longer than usual picking my outfit but finally decided on one. I quickly went downstairs and left without saying goodbye to my parents. I ran to my bus stop and waited for my bus. While waiting my boyfriend text me. *Boyfriend (forgot his name): good morning bbg (;*, great I thought. Wait...maybe this could be my chance to break up with him...? I quickly texted back replying with, "hey, I hope u don't take this too badly, but we are breaking up. We have been dating for a bout 4 months now and I found out about ur little secret a whole ago. I know ur gay. I have found someone way better and I never liked u. Go choke on Seth's dick, I know u would enjoy it anyways since ur so in love with him and don't talk to me ever again, I hate u.", I quickly sent the message and then blocked his number.
I was finally boyfriend free and could now think about how I would confess to Emma. As I stepped onto the bus I had felt a new found freedom, it felt amazing. I couldn't wait to be with the girl of my dreams 😝
