Now that I finally got him out of my way I was so happy, I couldn't wait to confess my feelings. I thought about how I would do it and decided I would show up in her room tonight and surprise her with flowers. I don't think she will be suspicious of the fact that I know where she lives because I don't think anyone would that would be so weird if she was. I was about to get off the bus in a few minutes when a little kid wearing a Fortnite tshirt and shoes from Walmart came up to me. He gave me a rude stare and scrunched up his nose. I was kinda surprised because no one really bothers me on the bus in the morning but I assumed he was another stupid guy who was about to ask me out since everyyyy guy wants me.
I asked him "What do you want you 4'6 cankle, fortnite tshirt wearing, booger dripping 11 year old?", he ddint take this very well, I could tell. After a couple seconds that felt like an eternity of me watching the snot drip out of his nose he finally opened his mouth to talk to me. "I CANT BELIEVE YOU INSULTED ME!! AND ON TOP OF THAT I CANT BELIEVE YOURE GAY! DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW LONG I HAVE LOVED YOU!? HOW DARE YOU!!!", he shouted with extreme anger. I barely even heard what the last sentence he said was because of how fast my heart dropped after hearing the second one. People found out that I'm gay?? But how??
I ignored his horribly thought out confessions since it was just out of rage and sadness anyways and asked him where he heard that. "What do you mean? It's all over the school instagram pages, especially the hms.gay.kids ones. That's when I really freaked out. I quickly turned around and pulled out my phone. I put in my password so fast I swear that it mustve been a contender for the Guinness world records of the fastest speed a phone has ever been unlocked. At lightning speed I went to instagram and looked at the page. Immediately upon gazing the page you could see a post at the very top called "BREAKING NEWS MARIA IS GAY". I quickly scrolled through the comments the post had already been liked by 346 people and was just posted 10 minutes ago.
I scrolled through the comments there were SO many. 221 in total. <Seriosuly? Gross. I didn't know that.>, <Shes a lesbian? What a waste!>, <I bettchu I could turn her straight>, <Oh...>. I was mortified. What would become of my reputation because of this? I didn't see any positive comments though I scrolled through all of them. Everyone would hate me, no girl would want to be around me in fear I would like them, and more boys would be pestering me trying to "turn me straight". Nonetheless, I turned off my phone, got off the bus, took a deep breath and headed inside. I was going to get this day over with as fast as possible.
