An Angel In My Life

And as the night falls

So eventually the day came to an end and all the drama done by shamita in the washroom was also finished and they finally changed into their night dresses and retreat to their beds
Karan and teja as usual was on karan's bed cuddled with each other but today both were just silent holding each other tighter than other days but lost in their individuals thoughts
No one was saying even a word

Karan's thoughts: kya yr wtf was that aaj ke din bhi laddoo ko itna sunna pada mere karan. Mein hi iss chiz par phele strongly stand le leta or rakhi ko firmly mana kar deta toh baat yaha tak nhi aati. Finale kam wkv zyada lag raha hai. Uss din promise kiya tha ki " You keep me wild, I will keep you safe" Yahi nhi ise protect kar paa raha toh bhr jakr toh mera past, meri image unn sab ka kya karunga.
Yes she had said and assured me many times that she doesn't care about my past and stuff but still yaha toh hum hi hai sirf ek dusre ke liye bahar jakr bht log aa jaenge humare bich Or life me. Tab ye nhi accept kar pai toh, nhi overcome kar pai toh?
And with the thought a tear escaped his eyes and the fear of loosing his love his life just made him hold her more tight.

Teja's thought :
Kitni asani se log isko blame kar dete hai mera sunny, bichara kuch bolta nhi hai na rishto ka soch kar chup reh jata hai. Tbhi itne sare wkv bhi kuch bhi bakwaas bol kar gae log ise.
Insecure, jealous, toxic and God knows what all crap. Only I know what he is. The way he look at me, the way he touches me, the way he pays attention to me, the way he take care of me I feel like princess and blessed. Iss ghr me bht limited resources hote hai humare paas still he had always tried to make all my wishes come true even here, this evil eye oh my god he actually asked it for me. Ganpati bappa bss bhr jakr iske log mujhe accept karle because I know he is a very social person and lived a life certain way or mein jhalli agar mein nhi fit ho pai toh kahi mujhse drift na ho jae ye. And with this thought even she tightened her grip.

And coincidentally it was at the same time when they hold each other tighther.

Teja- baby what happened, why are you crying?
Karan - nhi ese hi aanso aa gaya . Laddoo Tu bht achhi hai and bht important bhi mere liye.
Teja- Or Tu mere liye. I had always avoid dating actors as I always wanted to be then one joh pampered ho and actors are way too self obsessed but still somehow I ended up in relationships where I find myself just giving and giving till the time I drained myself. Or ek tu hai mein bol rahi hu na toh mahal hai kisi or ki awaz bhi tujhe sunai de that's how much attentive u r towards me and I love it.
Karan- Tu hai hi esi koi tujhe dhyan na de ho hi kese sakta hai. Tujhe mein kisi ek bollywood party me bhi khada kardu na full stars and celebs still u can manage to grab each one's attention.
And they both had a laugh with the thought and wished good night to each other.
Karan - baby today please don't change ur bed okay, vese bhi lifefeed bnd hai.
Teja- okay
And she snuggled into his chest and they slept like that.

Wrote second part also today as the previous were more like the situation which happened in real life and no as such inputs from my side.
So just to give you all a glimpse of my thoughts, feelings and writing, I decided to post one more part.
Again all forms of comments and criticism is welcome
Just response guys as it gives motivation to continue and lessons to improve 🙌🏻