Bonnie & Bonnie : On The Run

Chapter 11: First Impressions

Oh Yoonhee's Pov:

"So, what will you do now?" She questioned again, and my heart felt like exploding under that tone. Taking another look into her dark orbs, she's serious. I felt my hand on her thigh begin to shake a little, I was afraid, afraid that she might take those words back.

I felt her hand take mine, and just like that my shaking stopped. I knew then, she wasn't taking it back. Looking to meet her eyes again, only to find her face closer to mine. I felt the blood rush to my cheeks. "A-a-aegyo-ah, I don't know what to say." I looked away from her intimidating stare. She could make me feel so small at times, is she aware of the effect she has on me?

" You don't have to say anything Yoonhee-ah." She smiled with a hint of sadness in her voice. She didn't feel rejected, did she?

"I-i like it AeGyo-ah." I felt myself stutter again, damn why does it happen when I get nervous. Her sad smile turned into a smirk, and once again I was nervous.

"You like me that much,huh?" I just stared blankly at her.

"You don't care about how dangerous I am or how dangerous admiring me can be? Oh Yoonhee, I don't know what to do." Is she opening up to me?

"Then don't do anything. You can't control everything around you AeGyo-ah."

"Have you always had that instinct?"

"What was that?" I questioned.

"You always know what to say, it's an annoying instinct of yours." She giggled.

"Um, excuse you" I hit her shoulder gently. Until she took a hold of my hand and pulled me in closer. I felt myself grow nervous once again. Even drunk Na Aegyo has that affect on me, how is this fair.

"I'm jealous Oh Yoonhee, I'm jealous when I see you with Ashley. I'm jealous when I see you with any woman, I'm jealous because you're not mine. Yoonhee I have no right to dictate what you do and don't do, but I want you to know that you aren't just anybody to me. I feel alive around you and I don't deserve it." She smiled sadly.

"You deserve to be l-l-loved AeGyo-ah. You have been hurt for too long." I blushed and I saw her face turn as red as mine.

"I-im just not ready yet." She looked away a little, I brought my finger to her chin and made her look into my eyes once more.

"I know but I want you to know that I'll be here once you are ready." That's when I saw it, a quick flash of her glossy eyes.

"I can't do that to you."

"It's my choice Na Aegyo." I won't stand for her pushing me away.

"B-but.." I couldn't hear anymore of her doubt. Pulling her into me, I kissed her tenderly. Exploring her upper lip and biting on the lower one, I felt her hand on my chest pull me in deeper. I smiled into the kiss and she bit my lip this time, releasing a quiet moan she took the opportunity to deepen the kiss. I felt butterflies explode all over my body, she was exploring every inch of my mouth.

I moaned again and she pulled away once more. Pressing her forehead against mine, "You're so hot.." she whispered against my cheek. I felt weak just at the thought of having her to myself tonight, but I know better than that. "You're drunk.." I whispered back.

"I'm not that drunk." She smiled, and I know it's crazy of me, but I want our first time to be sober. When we aren't in a club and I'm not wearing these horrendous clothes or when she isn't drunk and has a clearer head.

I kissed her nose "Not like this AeGyo-ah." I smiled sadly, because deep inside I know that she might not be ready anytime soon. Trusting that she will figure things out soon is not something I should depend on.