Forbidden Dangerous Love (Narcissa and Lucius fan fiction)

Chapter Five- Break Down

Chapter Five- Break Down

Narcissa's POV

As everybody already knew i have really bad family issues. they absolutely hate what i have become: a friend of people from other houses including "mudbloods", friends with a half giant (they hate half breeds), i do favours for people i dont even know, i show random acts of kindness, i pay attention in class, and they even hate the fact that i am LOVED BY TEACHERS (but i am not a teachers pet, i am still a trouble maker, but a lovable trouble maker). To add to my family problems i am having a "massive power overload", well that was how Dumbledore described it. I visit Dumbledore simetimes, but strangly this time he asked me to come to his office. He had noticed that the power i possesed was increasing rapidly, and he was simly worried about my health and wellbeing, very conciderate i thought. He told me that night that i am having a very rare "power overload" which means that my power has grown too large for my body to bare with. Dumbledore described it as a "gift" and said i will do great powerfull things in the future, and to use my power wisley, not for evil. But i would rather that i was not having this overload thing right now, i am stressed out enough. I am starting to feel simply weak and unwell, very soon i can tell i will have a mental breakdown.

That night, it happened, i had a breakdown. i was in pain from the power overload, and emotionally hurting from the howler the parents just sent me:

"NARCISSA BLACK !! WE ARE OUTRAGED TO HEAR THAT YOU HAVE LET THAT MALFOY BOY ON THE TEAM, DONT BOTHER COMMING HOME IF YOU ARE GOING TO BEHAVE LIKE THIS !! WHY CANT YOU BE MORE LIKE BELLATRIX !!"

I broke into tears, knealing on the cold wooden floor. I felt alone, i didnt know what to do with myself, so i ran outside so nobody could see or hear me cry. The midnight air soothed my tears, i slowly calmed a bit, i sat against a tree outside the castle, little did i know the Slythering boy dormatry windows were above were i was sitting.

Lucius POV - The Break Down

When i came back from the game i felt on top of the world with pride, Narcissa Black the most beautiful, most powerfull, creative girl in the whole of England was impressed with my sneaker skills, she even purposley injured the Ravenclaw sneaker for me.

"hey lucius, you did well mate!", Nott shouted. 

"Cheers mate, i think Ravenclaw not having a sneaker made a lot easier for me !!"

"oh yeh, Narcissa does stuff like that for every new player we get on the team",

disapointed grew apon my face, maybe she only did it because i was new, how stupid was i to think that she actualy liked me. Wait Lucius pull yourself together, you are Lucius Malfoy for fuck sack, you can get any girl you want, and any girl would be lucky to have me.

"but she never hurts player that badly usualy, today she really went for it. i think she likes you Lucius?" a gleam of happiness ran throw my body. i dont know why i am so bothered any way, we are forbidden to even look at each other.

Nott and I made our way up to the Slytherin boy dormatry, "alright night mate" i said

"yeh see you in  the morning" he replied

As i placed my robes over my bedside cabinate, throw the window i saw a dark figure up against the tree outside, as i looked closer i realised it was Miss Black, the woman i had been thinking of all day. She looked stressed and upset about something. i opened my window slightly and i could hear her crying. the sound of her weaping made me shiver with sadness, i could feel her pain through her sweet tears, i had to go down there, it was like a siren call.

i ran out side and saw her delicate body curled against the tree, she was wearing light silky pj's, even then she still managed to look absolutely stunning. As i approached her she senced my presence and turned arounf to look at me. The moon was reflecting in her sorrowfull eyes, as i saw the tears pouring down her face she quickly burried her head between her arms.