Timely sea waves

Shoes

I tried to throw it away
To put in on trash
To set it aside
To try, to forget it exist

There's a huge difference
With want and needed to
If I wont wear them
Someone will, too

So I take charged
As long as I can
I thought it'll be forever
But it drains me

I suddenly don't want it anymore
I don't want to wear them
Nor even try to put on
They damaged my feet

It leave marks, burns
That even reached the bones
From wearing them, even
Its bleeding so bad

Then I heard that my shoes were beautiful
I tried to understand it, so badly and keenly
Figure it out where and why, but the how
Will they even wear it, if they found out

Thinking may be it's my fault
That they're fooled
But, no
Everything bare consequences

Keep my mouth shut
Sometimes I talk back
Sometimes I think its useless
Explaining a story that is lifeless