Unconditional love (Completed)

~Chapter:16 she knows~

My tears dropped on my mothers diary my sister then came up "Kate?" I then quickly hid mums dairy she then came closer to me and huged me "I'm sorry that everyone forgot I wanted to tell them but I got so busy and I really loved the attention I'm so sorry." Attention!? I thought, she ruined our birthday because she wanted everything to herself I wanted to hurt her so bad but I just controlled my emotions it was hard...my twin sister was always better at this then me.

I then said goodnight and drifted off to sleep.i woke up to see me cuddling my daughter she probably had a bad dream and didn't want to wake me up she looked like an angel when she was asleep. I then got up and whent downstairs I saw Rene and Allison giggling Rene then rushed to me and huged me I huged her back then Allie gave me a strange look I have never seen in a long time. She then said "how about tonight after school we go on a double date...me and Ryan and you and Rene.," me and Rene then said at the same time "where just friends why would we go on a date her ex boyfriend and her just broke up.""where just friends why would we go on a date my ex boyfriend and i just broke up." Allie then giggled "see you too are perfect for eacother and biside if you too are just friends then what's the harm of two friends going to dinner?" We then looked at eacother and smiled.

We then whent to school I kept avoiding Rene the whole day and I think she noticed, as i got out of my scenic class I heard Rene calling my name "Kateline? Kateline wait up!" I started to run I ran as fast as I could and hide in the library. I checked to see if the coast was clear which it was until Rene was behind me and wispered "who are we hiding from?" I then jumped and started to walk away Rene then grabed me by the rist and said "look I know when it comes to these things you run...but i have something to tell you...I'll tell you after dinner so it wouldn't be awkward after it." I jus smiled then left.

I then got out of my car walking to the restaurant as I got inside I saw Rene in a black laced dressed with heels while I was wear as red laced dress with black heels. She looked breath taking but I knew I couldn't say anything she just broke up with her boyfriend and she only likes boys so yea...I then sat next to her we then all started to eat then Ryan said "I'm so sorry Kate that we forgot about your birthday." Rene then intrupted "you mean you guys did me and Hope didn't." Allie then looked at me and said "so on our 21st Birthday should we plan moving into a apartment together or are you going to leave us?" I then hesitated I knew she knew, she knew on my 21st birthday I was going to disappear to New orleans so I then said "I don't know what I wna do when I'm older but right now I wna be with you my twin sister obviously." I said she then smiled and then it disappeared.

After the meal Rene and I where left outside it started to rain she then said "I didn't know if you felt the same way until what Allie said and I wanted to say rember when I said I was inlove with some one els to Alec." I then smiled and said "yea?" She then came closer "your that person." I smiled and then I pulled her into a kiss it was a long passionate one.

As I got home and whent up to my room Allie then got out my dairy she then said "So what you where just going to leave us all of us me,dad, Ryan,Lilly,The pcak,Hope even Rene!?" I looked down "how selfish can you be your doing it because your afraid you'll lose the merge and die you are doing it for your own selfish reasons!" She chocked in tears I then looked up at her "Selfish!?...Selfish...."

I then dragged her out of my room and said "if I was selfish do you really think I would leave everyone behind I did it to protect you Father asked me to and for once I feel like I'm finally doing the right thing!"