Unconditional love (Completed)

~Chapter12:Grief~

As I woke up to Allie opening the curtians she then said "come on go out with friends you can't stay in bed all day." I looked at her and said "since your ready would you like to go on a twin sister trip." She then chuckled "first no rember our last one you ended up vomiting all over me because I vomited because the food was disgusting and second of all I have a date with Ryan is it okay if you babysit Leo but hey maybe another time."

I was upset but just nodded Ryan then came knocking on the door and he handed me Leo he then said "thank you so much Kate bye!" He then kissed me on the cheek and ran away with Allie I then shouted "asshole!" I then took Leo by the hand and said "honestly your brother and my sister are just pain in the ass." Leo giggled I then realised I was swearing infront of a 6 year old kid if he started to swear because of me his brother would kill me.

I then babysit the kids for an hour then Allie came by at 3PM to take Leo back to Ryan without a thank you she left. Then I heard knocking on my door it was Alec,I invited him in wondering where Rene was because then two where inseparable. Alec then said "I by accidentally over heard your conversation with your dad and I think that your an awful sister for not telling Allison that your thinking of leaving her on your 21st birthday!"

I then looked confused "wait how did you hear the conversation." I replied he then hesitated and said "I wanted to come ask you what to gift Rene for our first date just me and her because I don't know what girls like but after I heard that convo I just asked my mum." I was startled I then said to Alec pissed at him "first of it is none of your business what I want to do with my life and that I want to protect my twin sister who I could lose over the merge I'm sorry but are you a Gemini twin!?do you know the feeling of time flying by close to your or your twin siblings death!?"

He suttered I then said "no..I didn't think so,so you can't lecture me about being a bad sister when your not such a grate brother yourself!" He then looked at me and said "I am a fantastic brother I don't lie or keep secrets and say look I'm Kateline Stlinski I have been through so much my aunt who I never met Allison Argent died her identical twin sister my mum died,my first love peter died, my grate aunt Kate argent died and me or my twin sister will die because of the merge but I'm going to pretend I'm okay even though I'm depressed!"

I then slapped him and said "you don't know anything about me or my life!" He then cupped his cheek and turned to look at me and spoke softly "so then why did you slap me." I looked horrified almost questioning myself he then said kindly "I hope you get some help Kateline...I really do...but maybe the world would be better off without you to worry about." He then picked up his jacket and left.

I sat down with my head in my hands
I just sat there replaying what just happened in my head over and over again trying to process everything... I then called Hope because I needed my bestfriend the most she picked up and said "hey can you come over." I said over the phone Hope then said "I'm really having a shit day right now Katie I can't always be there to pick you up along the way so just deal with it."

She then hung up,so then I called Rene it whent straight to voice mail "this is Rene if I don't pick up I'm ether busy,at school,reading and rewatching the hobbite&the lord of the rings,don't have time for you or I just don't like you have a nice day." I chuckled ofcourse that was her voice mail classic Rene. I then tried calling Allie but she just hung up,then I tried calling Ryan my bestfriend but he just picked up saying "sorry Katie busy." He hung up but before he did I heard my sister. Eww I knew exactly what they where doing I almost felt sick.

I just whent up to my room cried and soon I fell asleep. Soon it was 12am my sis knocked on my bedroom door I got up and opened the door she was still looking down on the floor she then said "hey how about that sister trip." I then said "maybe another time like you said we have all our life don't we." She then looked up at me she saw my red,sore,puffy eyes and she saw how numb I felt she then placed her hand on my arm and rubbed it and said "hey are you okay?"

I then said "I'm fine..why wouldn't I be." She the looked at me and scoffed "maybe the world would be better without you....then we all didn't have to hold our lifes back just because you can't get it together!" She the started to run out of breath and realised what she said she then looked at me and said "Katie I am so-" but before she could finish I slammed the door in her face and rushed over to my bed and cried myself to sleep.

I then woke up to some one calling my voice "Kateline,Kateline,Kateline!"
I got up scared to death I looked over to check the time it was 3am I got up and walked down the stairs and opened the door and ran out to the woods. But then i stopped i looked around me all i could hear was someone behind me screaming "Kateline behind you!" Then as I turn around I see Peter pouncing on me.

I fell to the ground covered in blood I just layed there I thought about my mum and Peter then I slowly,gently started to close my eyes.

I'm sure most people would say the world would be a better place without me...I don't disagree infact I have been trying to leave it along as I could rember.....