Enemies to lovers - kit Connor

3.1

TW-

*mention of eating disorders and calories on the menu(only in Libbys POV I didnt include much in Kits)

*throwing up is mentioned in kits second pov.

Kits POV

she's been gone a while I think to myself, the rest of the group are talking about their plans for the future and im not really paying attention. Im thinking about Libby and if she was okay. Im snapped out of my thought when Joe points a question at me "huh?" I say back to him. "He's too busy thinking about libby to focus on our conversation silly" Rhea jokes. I just chuckle not sure what to say.

"woahhh hes not denying it" Joe chimes in with the joke as well. "I was just wondering if she was okay she's been gone a while" I reply.

"why do you even care? I thought you hated her." Sebastian says. Of course its him to chime in with that comment. "I don't hate her, ive never said I do." I snap back. "you've never declared otherwise and the way you act defo doesn't say otherwise." Sebastian states. "I don't know ever never really thought about it." I say calmly not wanting to get into an argument about my feelings with him of all people.

"well if you do think about it, how do you feel" Rhea pushes, I give her a dirty side eye look, Joe notices and says "its just a question kit."

"I suppose when I think about it maybe she's not so bad and I guess you might say I had a little crush but its fine its nothing and she defo doesn't feel the same way which is fine." I say rambling on not really caring about what im saying. Rhea replies in a high pitch voice "that's not what I heardddd"

I look at her and back down at the table and try and hide a smile that keeps trying to creep up on my face. Does she like me back? is that possible.

The food comes out and shortly after Libby and Yas walk back from the toilet, she gives me a little smile and sits down next to me. Her cheeks are puffy and her eyes are red. She's been crying. I smile back and start eating my food. I notice from the corner of my eye her just playing with her food not really touching it. "is everything okay with your food." I ask her with a whisper. "oh yeah im just not really hungry." she looks away after saying that and I go back to eating my food.

Libbys POV

damn it. he noticed that I wasn't eating, I thought I was covering it well. I hope no one else notices. Just eating out and with people stresses me out, not helped with the restaurant putting calories on the menu, I chose the one with the least amount in hoping that would help but it didnt. I go to take a bite and I cant I just put the fork back down on the plate, Kit notices and places this hand on my knee and gently rubs his thumb in a soothing manor. I go to try again and I swallowed it, he gave me a small smile but his hand still stays on my knee. I feel safe with him. No one else notices as we are all absorbed in deep conversation, the waiter clears the plates away and everyone collectively agrees we are too full for pudding. After we have payed the bill, Kit pays for mine despite me arguing about it he did it without my permission but I thought it was a very sweet gesture.

"guys we should go to the bar, there's a really nice one just around the corner." Joe says excitedly. I look at kit and he smiles and I say "me and kit are in!" not giving him a chance to answer and he rolls his eyes at me but agrees. "I would love to guys but unfortunately I cant tonight next time tho." Sebastian says im a little disappointed he's not going but I see Kit look happy about it. Weird I thought they were friends. "yeah sorry I cant go either." says Rhea along with Tobie.

"looks like its just us 5, that's if Yas is going." says Will. "yeah ill go just don't let me drink too much." Yas chuckles.

We start walking over to the bar as its only a few blocks away and we leave the cars parked in the car park. when we get there I head straight to the bar and order a gin martini and shots for everyone. "are you not drinking mr Connor" I ask kit who chose to sit next to me. "No Im driving silly" he responds. After definitely one too many shots me and Yas take to the dance floor with her dancing with Will. Im just dancing with this random guy I met, normally I wouldn't do this but I was way to drunk to care/ know what I was doing. What I don't notice is Kit stood watching with so much jealously in his eyes it almost looks like rage.

Kits POV

Why does she feel the need to shake her ass for the whole of London. Guys are looking at her all googly eyed. She is insanely hot tonight. Without me releasing ive been giving the guy she's dancing with the biggest death stare. "if looks could kill he would be dead Kit." Joe jokes next to me who also noticed me giving this guy a look. He walks away from her with his head pointed at the ground. "now look what you did." he adds to his comment before. "he's a wimp if he left because of a look I was giving him." I say which causes Joe to chuckle and walk away.

I see Libby run outside and I run after her, she's hunched over the wall throwing up. I go over to her and hold her hair and rub her back until she's finished throwing up all of what was inside her. she sits next to me on the wall with her head on my shoulder, "I bet I look and seem so disgusting to you right about now." she says. "no you still look gorgeous to me, you always will" I say, partly because I know she won't remember me saying it when she wakes up in the morning. "I think I should take you home now." I say. "no don't be silly ill get an uber."

"Libby you are not getting an uber im dropping you home. ill go tell everyone what im doing and say goodbye from you." I say and she just nods.

I help her walk back to my car but she's just stumbling so I wisp her up in my arms and carry her bridal style back to my car, I look down at her and she's resting her head on my shoulder with her eyes closed. She looks so peaceful. I gently place her in the passenger seat of my car and do her seatbelt up. As im driving I have one hand on the steering wheel and the other on her leg rubbing my thumb on her thigh, she smiles in her sleep. God she is stunning.

I pull up to her apartment and gently shake her awake "love, you need to wake up your home." I feel so bad waking her up but I need to get her inside and I don't know which floor she lives on. She wakes up slowly and I open the door for her and pick her up again in my arms. she tells me that floor she is on and gives me her key so I can unlock the door, I place her down on the floor and she leans against the wall for support. I get her inside and carry her to her bedroom and I place her down by her bedroom door and she whispers to me "don't go".......

**IM SO EXCITED FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER THINGS GET GOOD!!! sorry if the ending seems rushed.