Gusholomue (Gus x Mattholomue) What am I feeling-

What is this feeling

Mattholomule's POV

I finally got back to my house
I opened the door and walked in
And placed my shoes by the door,
I Looked around aimlessly As I walked slowly up the Stairs and
open the door to my bedroom
And immediately face planted on the bed.

In exhaustion
Still thinking about what happened on that walk
"Why did I freak out?" I wondered
"It wasn't even a big deal
Was it"
"Should I have done something to made the situation seem less awkward"
"Why did I stay quiet"
I started to overthink about the whole situation,

I shook my head to stop overthinking and basically sat there in my room thinking my mind racing with so many different thoughts at once eventually I hungry so I went downstairs to grab a snack
Just as I was heading downstairs
I hear knocking on the door and
Open it My mum walks in with groceries
Talking about how difficult it was at the market to find the groceries
I roll my eyes and help her with the groceries
Classic mum always complaining about something or some prices,

10 minutes later
As she keep blabbering on about her day I finished setting the groceries and helped her get the ingredients out for dinner "Not dogs"
(Yes that's actually a food in the Owl house you can search it up )
Before I could sit on the couch and chill
There was a second knock on the door
Before I could open the door
The unknown knocker knocked on the door multiple times
I already knew who it was just by those knocks as I groaned and open the door with an annoyed look on my face.

I opened the door to see Steve my Half Brother
Sup little bro as he said giving me a rough noogie
"Ughhh Stop it" I said annoyed tone
Boys cut it out. Dinner is almost ready! My Mum Yelled
We sat at the kitchen table and got our plates
After an additional 20 minutes
We sat down and started to talk about our day.
Me and Steve Knew mum was gonna start to go into full detail about her grocery issues So Steve decided to talk about his day first to save us both from boredom
He mostly talked about hanging around with The other Scouts basically about work,

"So Mattholomule what did you do today you seemed pretty exhausted when answering the doors"
I talked about Bria Gavin and Angmar
And the ruins and the illusion guy I saw
Them after I started to talk about Gus and the walk we had home
(I didn't discuss the holding hands thing I thought that we be to embarrassing- )
I was still discussing as about the long walk me and Gus were on what we talked about just then Steve started chuckling
"What?" I said in confusion
"Honey your blushing" My Mum says
I didn't even notice I was blushing
"What no" I say defensively
"Mattholomule and Gus sitting in a tree"
Steve says jokingly
"Shut up Steve" I said in an annoyed tone
"Matt, do you like Gus?" My mother asked me
"Ew no" I say quickly
"Honey there's nothing wrong with having new feelings about someone I remember-"
As I knew she was about to talk about the first time she first fell in love.
I groaned and stuffed the rest of my Not Dog into my mouth and stomped upstairs into my room
And groaned on my bed and went into my bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror as I thought to myself
"Why was I blushing"
"Why was I so embarrassed and Eager to say No"
"Do I really like Gus?"I wondered
And went back to sit on my bed
And reassured myself
"It has to be in a rival way there's no way I would never like someone as stupid as Him"

"Right?