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The Past....!😔 VII

I was talking with the girls when suddenly Kyujin asked me, "Unnie, you are so close with the Subae's of Hybe. Have you ever had a boyfriend? Like a serious one!" "Mwo?", I asked, surprised. I was caught off guard by her sudden question.
" Naamjachingu? Have you ever had one? I bet you did." Kyujin said. "Ah...ah...Ani Ani! I never had one." At this moment, I was breathing heavily. 'Y/n, Calm down. Breath in, breath out. That's all past,' I said in my mind. I was not in a state to talk anymore but before I can excuse myself or say anything, they got a call as it was time for their practice, and Chang Ga told me to get some rest as I would be tired. I said goodbye to the girls and thanked Chang Ga for his concern.
Once they went out, I ran to the Balcony to let out my feelings.
'Y/n, I...I like you'............
'I like you from the first day I saw you'......
'I will always love you.....
'I am so grateful to have you in my life....
'Will you be mine?........'
'Jagiya...Saranghae!😄💙'.......
'I am never gonna leave you'......
'We are gonna be together forever'🤞♾......
'You are my second love...after ice skating of course 🤭'.......
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'I am sorry. I don't think I like you anymore'.......
'We are not just meant for each other'...
'We can't be together anymore'......
'I can't love you anymore'......
'I am sorry......
'Let- let's- Let's break-up'......
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His voice filled my head followed by my broken voice,
'Mwo?'..... 'What?'...... 'Tell me you are joking'...... 'You are lying'.... 'This is can't be true'...... 'You love me'....... 'I refuse to believe you'..... 'But, you said you love me'...... 'Tell me this is some prank please tell me'😢........ 'Sunghoon! Please! You can't just break up!... 'Yah! Park Sunghoon!'
(What's happening Author-nim?) (Well to know this... let's go back to your trainee days in Hybe)
*Flashback* (March 2020)
Author's POV
"Y/n was just 14 when she joined Bighit or what we call Hybe Labels. There were very less female trainees. The ratio of male and female trainees was 7:4 respectively. So, male and female trainees were trained together.

When Y/n joined, she was trained together with 7 boys and 3 girls (excluding her). The boys were Heesung, Jake, Jay, Sunghoon, Jungwon, Sunoo, and Ni-Ki.
The girls were Park Si Woo, Kim Tae Woon, and Zang Anxin ( Anxin is Chinese). Y/n was the second youngest among the second youngest, Si Woo being the youngest. Heesung was the eldest and Anxin was the second eldest
Y/n's POV
As soon as I entered the practice room on my first day with one of the teachers, apart from everyone, there was one guy who caught my eyes. He was tall, handsome, and a cute guy with fair skin and moles on his face.
The moles made his face look more beautiful. He was looking like Mina sunbaenim's lost brother.
I also caught him staring at me thrice in the past 10 minutes.
After talking to everyone, I came his name was Park Sunghoon, born in 2002, an ex-ice skater.
Talking about why I was training with my sunbae or senior trainees. The answer is, that they said I was talented. So ya!
Everyone was so nice to me and cared about me a lot. Talking about Si Woo, as she was 2 years younger than me, she loved and worshipped me a lot. Every day, she would be jumping around me chanting 'Unnie, Y/n Unnie' for the whole day. I adored her. She was really cute, pretty, and talented. She would definitely be the golden maknae of the would debut in.
I was very close to Riki as we were almost the same age and we were in the same class. The rest of the boys were also very nice to me and treated me like I was very precious.
Anxin unnie and I talked to each other mostly in Chinses and we grew very close.
Talking about Tae Woon unnie, she was just 2 years elder than me. At first, we were close to each other for almost a week but as she saw how much attention I was getting from Sunghoon, she just started hating me. She had a crush on Sunghoon but he declined her proposal coz she was a bully type of person. She had bullied down girls who had a crush on Sunghoon and told them to stay away from him as he was hers.
But at last, I got the title of MOTHER OF THE GROUP because I was always scolding them and caring for them like a mom! Duh!
But, the best thing was, they listened to me (except one person named Tae Woon of course).
I was just happy and we were practicing dancing in the group for coordination. We have never had solo dances.
But, finally, after a long time, it was finally time for our solo dances. I was both excited and nervous.
I was too much into Freestyle+ Sexy dances. I was ready with my choreography but I just hoped that it didn't offend anyone
Another season of my nervousness was that others in my group had been training for a long time and it was just my 1st month. So, I was hoping that I didn't disappoint anyone.
One thing about me is that whenever I get nervous, feel hot, or blush, my cheeks turn really red which is visible from 1 km. Lol!
I was just trying to calm myself down when I Sunghoon approaching me.
"Y/n........."