(SADNESS INCOMING</3)
You sit in your chair. Staring at the front of the room you hear soft humming. It was your so called girlfriend. M O N I K A. She was making you food. You sigh and doodle your friends that were once with you but now they aren't. Tears form in your eyes and you try to wipe them away but they keep coming. As monika came to the table she set the plate down of food and gently pulled you off the chair into a hug. You cry while hugging her and hiding your face in her neck "Why did you have to do it monika! They were our friends!" You tighten your grip on her as you start to move forward causing her to move backwards. You use all your force and push her out the window breaking the glass when her back hit it. Monika scream and tried to grab on to you " Y/N please!". You had held her wrist when she did grab your hand. You took a deep breath and pulled her back in. When she had got back inside you burst into tears again" I'm sorry monika! I'm sorry!" You repeated as she cleaned her scars and pull out pieces of glass from her skin. You went to hug her but she shoved you away. You did love her. But you couldn't live a life with just her. You frowned and stood next to her but not to close. Monika looked over at you "y/n.. you do know I did this for love?" She started getting closer to you. You backed away " but I don't love you!" You didn't even know if you did but you thought you did. She pinned you to a wall " I did this for us y/n!you have no choice but to love me!" She hated the thought you didn't love her. So she made sure you were going to. She squeezed your arm and dragged you to a dark room and locked you in it with her.
Later that night.
You were laying in monikas arms. Monika softly kissed your cheek and combed her fingers through your hair. She hummed and yawned closing her eyes "I'm sorry.." she said. You looked up at her "I'm sorry too.. just.. can we try again?.. I miss our friends.. and my parents.." you said softly. Monika nodded.
The restart of when your first joined the club.
You came in with sayori as she started introducing everyone. Yuri waved hi. Natsuki just scoffed and looked away. As for monika she just smiled at you. You smiled back and tackled her hugging her. Sayori giggles. Yuri smiles softly but surprised. Natsuki just starts to tell you to get off because you might hurt monika. You nuzzle monika and mumble "I love you...I honestly do.." monika kissed your forehead and stood up helping you stand "I love you too"
"Please don't ever leave me y/n"
"I won't . I promise."
