Pulchritudinous (ONGOING)

CHAPTER 07

THIS CHAPTER ISN'T EDITED PO,EXPECT TYPO'S/GRAMMATICAL ERROR.

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It was so painful.Knowing what happened between Iyaz and his ex-girlfriend.

"Sometimes,Letting go is not a right choice and it's not about the person you loved.Sometimes,Letting go of a person you've ever loved is one of the most selfish thing that you could experience.Hindi porket pinalaya mo yung isang tao ay dahil mahal mo siya at kaya mong mag sacrifice para lang sa ikabubuti niya pero kung minsan,Tungkol lang 'yon sa nang iiwan na walang ibang iniisip kundi ang sarili niya...Ang ikabubuti o nararamdaman niya."

"Love is so painful Iyaz,I don't know if I can love someone without regretting things."

"Eli,Love is not just about things that you're expecting like No pain or there is no circumstances that you're gonna face.Love is full of emotion,Love is your choice,and Love is god's will."

That was our conversation a while ago,Hindi ko lubos maisip na yung ex-girlfriend niya ay iniwan siya without considering his emotion or asking for his opinion but you guys know what is unbelievable?

They had a conversation-I mean...They talked to each other before his ex-girlfriend leaved him.Those I think was 'goodbyes' with no pain but full of acceptance and no regret.That moment that for him is a right choice-because that's what his ex-gf told him.Ang gulo nila pero hindi mo masisisi si Iyaz na pagkatapos niyon ay ilang araw siyang hindi kumakain,lagi lang siyang umiinom,at umiiyak.

Yung ex-girlfriend niya? Ayun nasa ibang bansa and according to him she have a new boyfie.Gosh,Love is full of struggle.How I wish I won't experience such a thing.

"Please po God,Wag niyo po hayaang ma-experience ko yun!" I said.Magkalapat pa ang mga palad ko at kulang na lang ay lumuhod para maipakita na humihingi ako ng tulong sa Diyos.

"What the hell are you doing Eli?" Sambit ni Dos.Kasalukuyan kasi akong nasa Sala's at nakatayo, nakalapat rin ang mga palad ko sa isa't isa.

"Lower your Voice dos,and please...Stop saying bad words!" I said.Inirapan niya lang ako at nag diretso sa kusina.Para naman akong buntot na sumunod sa kanya.

"Pwede mag tanong?" Pasimula ko,Sandali siyang natigil sa pagkuha ng frying pan at lumingon sa akin.

"1 second" Luh? Pwede ba 'yon?

"Ewan ko sa'yo." Sinimangutan ko siya na ikinatawa naman niya.Kumuha siya ng yakult sa ref at ininom iyon."May naging girlfriend ka na?" Kanda ubo siya sa tanong ko.

"What the hell?" He said.Gusto ko ng tampalin ang bibig niya dahil sa bastos na mga salita na lumalabas dun.

"Your mouth Dos,Baka mamaya diyan naman lumipad ang tsinelas ko." Muli niya lang akong inirapan."Sa totoo lang,Seryoso ako sa tanong ko." Saglit niya akong sinulyapan at nag seryoso.

"I had 3 exes before" Sambit niya,Naglagay siya ng cooking oil sa frying pan matapos buksan ang kalan.

Yung totoo?Hindi ako naniniwalang tatlo lang.

"Ah..Bakit nakatatlo?" Bahagyang tumaas ang isang kilay niya sa tanong ko.

"Because my first girlfriend was immature? The second girlfriend was too mature? And the last one was almost perfect."

Huh? Kung almost perfect naman pala bakit pa nag hiwalay?

"We choose to focus on our self first and continue pursuing our dream.Self-love is the best thing that we can do to focus and to grow." It seems like he can read my mind haha.Nabasa niya nga ata ang laman ng utak ko.