The Teacher

Nine | Hospital

"I told you both to behave, didn't I?" They both nod. "Having a tantrum over a movie is not needed is it?" They shake their heads and I sigh. "You're not watching any TV for the rest of the day." I get up off of the sofa as they both gasp and follow behind me.

"Mom that's not fair!" Misun yells.

"Yes it is, now both of you go to your room while I make dinner." I start washing my hands.

"Mom you're so unfair!" Nabi stomps her foot balling her hands. "You're so mean!"

"I know, I'm so mean for giving you both a punishment after you hurt one of your classmates over a stupid movie—" I felt myself being pushed into the counter before the back of my leg was stomped onto making me fall to the floor and hit my head against the sink. "Ouch..." I look up and Nabi is standing there with rage in her eyes.

"I hate you mommy!" She slams the kitchen door on her way out and my eyes sting as my throat closes up.

I pull my knees up to my chest and hug them letting out my anger, sadness and frustration. Their yells echo in my ear and I start to feel the burn on the back of my leg which I ignore. My nails dig into my elbows and scrape in agony that my heart is in. I struggle to breathe so I lean my head back and bash it against the cupboard.

What have I done so wrong that makes them want to hurt me when they don't get their own way? Have I raised them wrong? Am I useless? I am useless, I can't even stop a pair of 5 year olds from hurting me. I'm weak. I don't deserve to be a mother. I've failed. My kids hate me.

I stop bashing my head and just rest it against the wood before closing my eyes in exhaustion and unknowingly drifting off to sleep.

When I wake up I just see white and feel a massive bruised feeling on the back of my head. I reach my hand up to rub it but I stop when I see a cannula in my hand and I follow the tubes to a clear bag beside me. My eyes widen and I quickly sit myself up seeing the whole room full of people.

My brothers were sitting on the two chairs next to my bed and laying up against the wall in front of my bed is Yoongi and Jungkook who are each holding one of my kids. They were all asleep.

I looked at the clock on the wall at it showed 2:35 am as it was pitch black outside but there was a small lamp on inside my room.

I rub my face and run my hand through my hair until I feel a gauze on the back of my head. A headache starts to come on making me groan so I pour myself a cup of water and sip on it.

"Y/N..?" I look up and my brother Wonho stands up to take my face in his hands. "What the hell happened to you?" He cries softly and I wipe his tears.

He turns to Felix and wakes him up while being mindful of the other four people and Wonho goes to get a doctor.

"What the fuck happened?" Felix holds my head against his stomach as he stands in front of me and I hug him.

He plays with the ends of my hair and I close my eyes thinking back of what had happened in the kitchen and then I fell asleep... did I pass out?

A couple of minutes later Wonho comes in with a doctor and he smiles at me. "How are you feeling Y/N?"

"I feel okay." I nod. "I have a headache though."

He nods and takes the clipboard at the end of my bed and looks over it. "Do you know what had happened? Do you remember anything?"

I saw the twins wake up and shift in the boys' holds before they woke up too and immediately stood up holding the girls when they saw the doctor.

"Are you okay?" Jungkook stands on the other side to me and I nod.

I glance at Nabi and Misun before nodding. "I remember what happened."