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by ocaydokie

"COME ON, ROBIN WE'RE GONNA BE LATE!" I say yelling honking the car horn. "Calm it, Steve I'm coming, I'm coming!" Robin said back annoyed getting in the passenger seat. I started the car pulling out of the short driveway, "Hey Robin?" I asked "Yeah?" she replied fixing her makeup in the car mirror.

"how- how did you know..?" I asked expecting her to kno what I'm talking about. "know what Dingus?" "How- how you liked girls" I said finally getting out of my chest "Why Steve, are you pondering about your sexuality?" my cheeks tinted pink out of embarrassment "Well, maybe..?" I shouldn't have even asked her. "REALLY??!!" she seemed way too excited over this topic "just- never mind I should hav never brought it up" "no, no, no, no you can't quit on it now! Who made you start thinking of that??!" I mumbled lowly "what was that Steve? Didn't quite catch that?" sh said being a smartass "EDDIE OKAY?! EDDIE FUCKING MUNSON!" I yelled completely flustered now.

We pulled up to school "y'know Steve, you shouldn't be ashamed, if I was straight I would like him too." she said chuckling at me "No- Robin you don't understand I get all flustered around him and if h even says anything to me I shut down completely." I say rambling on as we entere the schools big brown doors. We hear faint yelling of Jason and the "jocks" probably yelling at Eddie we were already late so we were taking our time to go to class until I see Eddie coming out from behind the corner, Robin has already gotten to her class so I was alone. he ran into me, I helped him up saying "quick in here!" I pulled him into a storage closet with my hand over his mouth. I felt his cheeks getting hot but I waited until Jason left, it was only then I realised how close we were, faces inches apart. I turn red, bright red-couldn't see it but i could feel how hot my face was. We hit out of this closet when he asks me this "hey, uh than for that." he says in a low tone "yeah-uh no problem" I say turning my head (my face was still as red as a tomato) "y'know you should come over, we already missed a lot of school." it was true we only had about 4-5 hours left since Robin and I were so late to get here "uh- yeah I guess." I was going to my crushes house. Holy. Shit.

Once we got to his trailer I realised that's also where Max was living now. We walk in, its a lot cleaner than I anticipated it looked nice. I was walking around the place and saw a door that said 'Eddie' "guessing thats your room huh?"
"Yep it's a bit messy give me a second." he wanders off to go tidy his room. I sit on his couch looking around his trailer smelt like weed and vanilla, I liked it. Eddie came back out saying "alright follow me 'your majesty'" he said grinning "haha" I said sarcastically as I followed him to his room, his rooms walls were covered in posters and records and a guitar or two on the wall. "Listen-" I started " If I don't get this off my chest soon I think I'm gonna explode." I said, my mouth dry and I was sweating "Eddie-" I was cut off. By him kissing me. I was shocked and also so happy I didn't hav to work up the courage to do it myself. We pulled away "s-shit I'm so sorry-." he started "Eddie just wait before you say something I was gonn tell you I liked and and have ever since I saw you." I said looking away knowing h ecould still probably see how red my face was.

He pulled my head to look at him with his thumb "I like you too stevie." I look at him to see if he was joking, but no. No sign of jokes or sarcasm on his face. "Do-" I started and was cut off by him scooping m up in his arms. "Yes." he said kissing my cheek. "Do you even know ow what I was gonna say?" I ask putting my hands on the back of his neck playing with his hair. "What were you gonna say pretty boy?" he said tilting his head at me. "W-will you be my boyfriend.." I finished "see I already knew! Yes. Yes I will." he pulled me in for a kiss before putting me down and going to his closet. I looked at him furrowing my eyebrows in confusion. He grabbed a black hoodie with some band name on it. He threw it at me? "What's this?" I ask looking at the large hoodie in my hands. "A gift, so people know your mine now." he said with a huge grin on his face. "Possessive much?" I say sliding the hoodie over my head taking in his scent. It was huge on me made me look small, "you don't have to wear it." he said looking down at the floor. "No I'm gonna wear it all the time, fuck off." I said walking to him kissing his cheek and walking to the kitchen. "Eddddiiiiiieeeeee." I drag out his name, "yes princess?" he says following behind me.

I get flustered at the name, I opened my mouth to protest but I let it slide. "I'm hungryyy.." I say sitting in a chair by the counter. "What do you want honey? Pizza?" he asks leaning on the counter with his head in his palm. "Yes please." I say looking him in the eyes. "Okay go sit in the living room and pick a movie on Netflix or something." he said turning around to face the freezer. "Yes sir." I added getting up and heading to the living room I heard him chuckle and it made me smile. I settle on a random Disney movie on found. After we ate I snuggled up next to him and fell asleep on my boyfriend. "I love you."
"I love you too baby." that's the last thing i remember before drifting off to sleep.

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