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Rio

At first all I wanted to do was travel around Rio De Janeiro. I didn't wanna go swimming. I can't swim. There would be no purpose, no reason for me to risk my life in deep waters. I did it for one reason. One stupid, sexy, hot, and steamy reason; I did it for Alejandro. His eyes would shine at me from across the forest, his skin would glow like a golden brown Hawaiian serve roll you'd get at a party. I didn't ask him to take his shirt off... I dared him. I didn't ask him to kiss me, he dared me. For some weird reason, I have come to the conclusion that I can't pass a dare. My adrenaline starts running, my body gets revved up and I go for it. That's just who I am. Sometimes I'm sad that I've turned out that way, yet other times it feels amazing. "Lisa, me amor!" He calls to me like a bluejay singing a song to his lover.
Here I go following around a stranger that I don't know. Yet I'm by myself and no one is here to stop me. Not sure what activities I could do here, but I'll surely figure it out. It's getting later in the night and I saw a few women dressed up in light yellow costumes and feathers on their butt and boobs. I am currently confused. I walk around trying to find my hotel and I bump into Alejandro again. He plays it off and then begins to grab my head. Why the hell is he leaning in for a kiss?!?!?! Didn't we break this shit off a while ago? "Didn't we call it quotes Al?" I ask him softly. "We did? Oh..." he says nonchalantly. WHAT. WHAT DOES "OH" mean?! What does "Oh" mean really?! "Yeah... we made out, we swam, we had fun, and then Kinga betrayed me and kissed you. You seriously don't remember Al? How much it hurt me?" I am coming at him like a Tiger. "Hey hey whoa, Kinga and I were never anything. She kissed ME. She did Li Li." He calls me by nickname "Li Li". Soooo sexyyyy. "Ok ok so why are you here now then huh? Why are you about to kiss me like you never broke me, like you never drug me down on the floor and left me to die?" "Li Li I never knew I did that to you. I am... sorry. I really am."
"Sorry doesn't cut it Al. You were my love. Te amo. Do you hear me?"
"I love you too gorgeous." Al leans in to kiss me and this time I let him. DAMN IT. I messed up didn't I?