I wonder around floating in water I can't drink. I'm drowning in my feelings for a girl I know will never be mine. Will she think I'm a poser? Or a loser? What will she think? WHY DO I CARE WHAT SHE THINKS?! I should be flirting with so many pretty women, but GOD. I want HER. Not anyone else. Funny thing is she's not even mine. I sigh without relief. I sigh with exhaustion. My jaw clenched up, I have no control of it. What hurts is the fact that it's Josh. Why can't it be Leonardo or Timothee? Why does he have to have the same consonant as me? Why is he better than me? Dark blonde hair and hazel eyes, exactly what she wants but in disguise. I'm better than him. He flips his hair like a girl, and then thinks he'll get away with it. Maybe for Nat but not for me. I know he likes her, he's just a try hard tho. Since I'm not, Nat loves him more. Yeah, LOVE. Young love, it kills the heart. Breaks you in half and tears you apart. So I'm currently holding my breath underwater hoping someone will pull me up for air. If no one does then forget it. I guess I'll dive down into deep despair.
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Mystery / ThrillerCurrently Natalia is swimming in Josh's pool. Currently Jacob is falling for Natalia and she's letting him. Currently Lisa lies drowning in Rio de Janeiro. Currently Thomas is in Florida living his best life as a guitarist. 4 guests of different loc...
