PART36

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YUJINS POV

🌙: Y-yujin...

I look at the door and I saw Kevin oppa looking at me. I smiled at him.

🐶: Hi oppa

Kevin helped me to sit. He put a pillow on my back before asking.

🌙: What do you feel? How's your breathing?  Are you hungry?
🐶: I'm fine Oppa but I'm hungry

Oppa prepare my food quickly, I told him to not panic and he look at me preciously.

🌙: Here's your food
🐶: Thank you for the food

I eat the food and I can feel Oppa's stare.

🐶: Stop staring at me

I said it while munching my food.

🌙: Sorry, we were just so worried
🐶: Ryujin told dad right
🌙: Yes
🐶: I saw that coming
🌙: Is it true that "not making us feel guilty when something happens on the operation" is your reason why you decided to hide it?
🐶: No---
🌙: Don't lie Yujin

All I can do was to look down. I was caught off guard by Kevin's question.

🐶: Did dad tell you?
🌙: Yes

I saw that coming too. I know dad can read me. Dad knows me well, I have no strength to continue on my dishonesty.

🐶: Yes... It's true
🌙: But why?
🐶: Because...
🌙: I know you don't want us to worry but---
🐶: I'm sorry

I feel the tears rolling down my cheeks. Kevin held my hands and wipe my tears.

🌙: Stop crying, it doesn't suit you

I let out a small giggle before smiling at him.

🌙: I'm going to call mom
🐶: Tell her I want ice cream

Kevin nod and excuses himself. I wander my eyes around and saw a notebook.

🐶: Notebook?

It was on the table. I reach it out.

🐶: Did Minju went here?... I don't think so

I heard the someone outside so I hide the notebook under the pillow.

N🐰: Hey sweety, how's your feeling?
🐶: I'm fine mom

I beam a smile and mom hug me.

🐆: Are you hungry?
🐶: I just ate dad
N🐰: We were so worried
🐶: Sorry for worrying you

We talked about my upcoming surgery. I told them the truth and they said they understand me. Dad already prepared everything for me. Kevin oppa will be coming with me on Italy.

N🐰: Now take a rest a honey. Flight is tomorrow, you need strength
🐶: Okey
N🐰: Your dad loves you

I stared at my mom. She's so random, of course I know dad loves me.

N🐰: She has no favorites. All of you are equal in her eyes. All of you are equal in our eyes. Don't think dad you're not someone's favorite
🐶: Mom i---
N🐰: We love all of you equally

Mom kiss my forehead before leaving the room. Lucas oppa and Chaeyoung unnie is here with me.

They are already asleep. The notebook behind my pillow keeps me awake.

Time by time I think about you. "You" leaving my head is impossible. When I close my eyes, all I see is you. I'm so filled of you.

MORNING

L🐶: Hey baby, wake up. You need to start preparing

Lucas oppa woke me up. I stretch my body and I feel a stung on my chest.

L🐶: Are you okey?
🐶: Yeah, I over stretch my body
L🐶: Be careful. Here is your shirt, take a quick shower

Chaeyoung is still asleep, Lucas oppa let her sleep more.

Oppa assist me on going to the toilet. I thanked him and lock the door.
I started showering, I took off all of my clothes. The water is cold and I like it.

20minutes later.

🐶: I'm done

I saw chaeyoung unnie stretching her body.

🦁: You two are awake?
L🐶: Yup, like half an hour ago
🦁: And you didn't wake me up?
🐶: We let you sleep more

We are using uncle's plane. He insisted on using her plane.

L🐶: Dad will pick us up in 5 minutes
🦁: Wait, I haven't wash my face yet
L🐶: You're not coming in Italy. Don't bother on washing up, wash up when we're home
🦁: Okey

Chaeyoung unnie is sulking. She's so cute... Wait? Cute?

🐆: Are you ready?
🐶: Yes dad
🐆: Let's go
🐶: Ummm dad...
🐆: Spit it out
🐶: Can we go somewhere first, this will be fast
🦁: I think I know---
🐆: Be fast... drive her there Chaeyoung
🐶: Thank you dad
🐆: Be safe

Dad left, Chaeyoung unnie looked at me.

🦁: Shut up, I know. I'm gonna text her
🐶: Thank you unnie

I'm holding a small bag, inside is the notebook.


FAST FORWARD

We already arrive and we're here on the house.

🌙: You're yawning so much? You didn't get enough sleep?
🐶: Yeah, I can't sleep last night
🌙: Something's bothering you?
🐶: Nothing
🌙: Let's sleep upstairs
🐶: Yeah good idea

We went upstairs, we have separate rooms. I went to my room and lay on the bed. I bring out the notebook, I stared at it for a few seconds before opening it up.

The first page was fine, it was a normal beautiful day. Going on a grocery store and meeting someone. But... When the middle pages came...

🐶: This is me. This is Minju's notebook.

I continued reading the notes. I was in every note. From the day we meet up until she lost her memories about me being with her.

 From the day we meet up until she lost her memories about me being with her

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I closed it and stared at the white ceiling

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I closed it and stared at the white ceiling.

🐸: If I could turn back time, I would find you much more sooner. Images of you are everywhere, I guess I'm really in love

I close my eyes and the scene earlier runs back again on my mind. I can't help but to let out a sigh. My eyes started tearing up. I hate seeing her like that, I broke my promise.

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