Sierra POV
We were finally at home with our baby Ariel. Right now she was taking a nap and I was laying on the couch with Tae just watching tv.
"I'm still mad at you" I said
"I know, you got every right to" Tae said
"Why would you lie to me? Why wouldn't you just tell me the truth?" I asked
"I don't know Bae I just see Malik smoking and shit and I was just like lemme hit once and then just kept going. I just wasn't in the right mind right now" Tae said
"You didn't think about Ariel once?" I asked
"You know I did. But bae look at me right quick" Tae said
I sat up and propped my legs up Tae and looked at him.
"I wanna start back smoking bae just not around Ariel but I do wanna smoke. I just feel like addicted to the weed" Tae said
"You can do it.. I already feel like im controlling you anyways. I don't want you to step out and cheat on me because im being a controlling girlfriend" I said
"You not being controlling mama. You want what's best for Ariel ain't nun wrong with that. You know i wouldn't smoke in front of Ariel that's my daughter" Tae said
"I know you wouldn't, I'll kill your if you did" I said
"Oh I know " Tae said
"Shut up" I said mushing his head
"Crazy ass" Tae said
"Mommy.." Ariel said waking up
"What's wrong baby?" I asked
"I had a bad dream" She said
"Come here lil mama" Tae said taking her
Ariel laid on Taes chest as he rubbed her back.
"And you don't want another one?" I asked
"Here we go with this conversation again" Tae said sucking his teeth
"Bae why? Just tell me the truth on why" I said
"I wanna marry you first. Ion want no more kids until I done put a ring on yo finger. " Tae said
"Aww pookie butt" I said smiling
"It's not that ion want another baby with you, it's just I wanna wait" Tae said
"Okay I can understand that" I said
"I bet you can understand that you been beating my ass" Tae said
"Cause I thought you just didn't want another baby with me." I said
"We make some cute ass babies you know I want more just not right now" Tae said
"Well you better pull out" I said
"Ima try you know yo shit good " Tae said
"Oh I know that's why I'm saying try" I said
"I feel like yo ass gone try to make me get pregnant " Tae said
"What? No..." I said
"Yea that's that craziness talking right now" Tae said
"Shut up" I said
"We good tho ma?" Tae asked
"I guess we good" I said
"Guess? Sierra stop playing wit me" Tae said
"You know we good why ask?" I asked
"I'm cooking some spaghetti tonight something easy I really don't feel like cooking" I said
"Ight ma" I said
I guess I'll get up in here and start cooking.
Kai POV
I was in the room laying down watching tv in the room away from Jaylah I was still pissed at her honestly and didn't even want to be near her.
"So you still mad?" Jaylah asked coming in the room
"I think we should break up" I said bluntly
"Huh? Break up for what?" Jaylah asked
"You not what I want.. I don't want to just get everything done to. I wanna eat pussy too and I can't do that with you. It's making me so unhappy" I said
"How you unhappy? If that's the case yo dumb ass been lying about loving me" Jaylah said
"I never about lied about loving you Jaylah. I though I could change you but I realized I couldn't change you at all so there's no need to stay if I'm not happy" I said
"Yea Ight" Jaylah said shaking her head
"So I need you to get your stuff and get out my house. " I said
"Yo house? This my house Kai don't play with me bruh real shit don't play with me" Jaylah said
"Ight that's fine you don't wanna leave, I'll leave" I said getting up
I went to the closet and grabbed my suitcase and started packing a couple clothes I would be back when I was ready to get the rest of my stuff. I just couldn't continue to be with somebody that wasn't going to be with something that wasn't making me happy. I wanted to move on and I was gone move on.
"Remember this, when yo ass don't have nobody to lean on and yo ass feel lonely and shit don't come crying back. I'm done" Jaylah said
"Don't worry about that. I won't. I'm good off you tired of the arguing and begging I can't" I said
I finished packing my stuff up and zipped my bag up. I grabbed my phone and keys and walked out the room walking towards the door.
"Dumb ass bitch" Jaylah said
"I'll be that just because I wanna leave" I said
I shook my head and walked out the door. I unlocked my car door and put my stuff in the back. I got in the car and started the car up putting my seat belt on. I decided to go to a hotel just to clear my head from the whole situation. I sighed and pulled out the driveway making my way to the closest hotel.
Jaylah was my first love but I just couldn't be with somebody that didn't want to be pleased. I knew it was a dumb thing to break up with somebody over but I needed to I wouldn't want to keep leading her on thinking I was happy when I wasn't. I talked to her about the situation and she didn't want to change so the only thing that was left to do was leave.
And that's what I was doing leaving for good. I turned the radio up and kept driving to the hotel.
Time to work on me.
