I Think I'm Trans

Day Two:

8:00 AM

Now I don't have a lot of time to write things down, correction I have none. Kai and Ria got in a fight, I'm not sure about what. I don't even know who started it, but everyone is backing up Ria as if they're like her pets, it's weird. 

Update:

Kai got in trouble, it seems like everyone backed up Ria's story. The story is that Kai went up to Ria and punched her, her nose then broke and she then punched him back twice in retaliation. 

A < Are you okay? 

K < Im ok 

< Im suprised you dont belive the story

A < I wanted to hear from you

< The REAL story, not something Ria made up. I need to know

K < Well... I did go up to her but then I was talking about u and about how we should become friends to, instead of glaring at eachother

< And she punched me first in the arm, then the stomach 

< So i caught her hand and tried to restrain her but she kicked me 

A < How did her nose break then?

K < I punched her... I didnt mean it I just didnt want her to keep punching me

< Then the teacher came and Ria came up with her story saying Oh he came up to me and punched me i only acted in retaliation 

< Im sorry

A < What? Why are you sorry?

K < ... 😕

A < I can hangout with you after school... Maybe

Nothing else really mattered at that moment so I walked up to Ria "Didn't you see what he did to me? He hurt me." she blubbered, her face covered with tears. "That's not what he said..." "SO YOU BEILIVE HIM OVER ME? I'VE BEEN YOUR 'BEST FRIEND' FOR YEARS AND NOW YOU DITCH ME FOR SOME LOSER?" "Ria... I didn't know you felt this way, you should have told me." "YOU KNOW WHAT SCREW YOU AND YOUR GIDDY ATTITUDE. YOU SUCK. I HATE YOU AND ONLY HUNG OUT WITH YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE A LOSER BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T LEAVE ME. BUT LEAVE IT TO YOU TO MESS. IT. UP" And she punched me not holding back, that last thing I saw was everyone looking down toward me.

1:55 PM

For what I know I woke up half the day later, Ria got suspended. And I suffered a mild injury to the head, I was told to head home early but I was feeling fine so I texted Kai

A < So? Can I come to your house?

K < Isn't school still going

A < It is, but not for me

< I tried to confront Ria about it and she hit me

< Kind of wish I knew her more like she actually was not a fake her

K < Come over the address is ********** 

A < I'm coming☺

Once I arrived to his house it seemed big and modern. He greeted me at the door and lead me to his room, it was large and the walls were littered with posters and the bed was by the window. We sat on the couch in the corner, and talked a bit. I laid on him, his chest supporting my head. We fell into silence neither of us wanting to break it, he held my chin and moved it so I was facing him. His face was so close I could feel my cheeks reddening  "A... I-" He looked away disappointed.  "I-" He then looked frustrated, angry even. "I like you" He blurted out almost yelling, at first I didn't realize but once it dawned on me I fell silent. "I- don't know... I just feel. Like I'm not comfortable in this body, like-" I broke out. We hugged in awkwardness, we didn't know what to do. "Maybe your trans?" He suggested. "What's trans?" "It's like you are your birth gender physically, but mentally you feel like the other gender." "Maybe I am..." "We can talk about this another day, if you want." "Thanks..."