06 - Kokonoi.H

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"A Glimpse Of Us"

;suicide,angst

"Koko? This is the brand new Louis Vuitton handbag." You said holding the Louis Vuitton paperbag

"Yeah,i bought it for you i thought you like it."

"Yeah, i like it but when are you gonna sleep here? In our apartment?" You asked since he hasn't been sleeping in the apartment that he bought for you and him

"I don't have time to sleep in here I'll sleep at the bonten mansion everyday it's comfortable there." He replied while fixing his polo

"So it's uncomfortable here?"

"I didn't said that it's uncomfortable here don't argue with me i already bought you a louis vuitton handbag"

"What's with the hurry?"

"Nothing. I just passed by to give you my gift I'm gonna go now"

You knew that his work is dangerous and he is in bonten what could be the problem? Or you are the problem?

"Okay, thank you take care" you said and put down the Louis Vuitton paperbag

"Okay, love you akan-" he immediately change his word to "y/n" and opened the door and left

"Huh? Akane-san?" You were left alone confused so you just decided to check the louis vuitton handbag seeing a cash in there and a note "I'm just busy because on work. now, spoil yourself" the note says

You think of buying foods at the supermarket so you went to the supermarket

"I wonder, if kokonoi wants steak" you whispered to yourself

You look for pasta since you're craving carbonara but in the distance you saw kokonoi place his one arm to a girl's shoulder

"Is that kokonoi?" You heard someone's voice beside you

You we're shock seeing ran smirking beside you "H-huh..?"

"Hahaha!that girl looks like akane that's how he described that woman to us" ran looked directly in your eyes

"Akane-san..his first love?"

"Yeah.. are you sad?" He asked

"No..?" You said hiding your tears from him

"Ah, I'm just joking y/n."

"Really? haha that's a good joke isn't it?." you said

"Koko! look y/n is here!" Ran shouted

Kokonoi looked at you shocked your teary eye and sad face expression was so obvious

you ran and left the cart on ran's side

"Koko let her, Rayna is here for you." Ran stopped kokonoi from running after you

"fuck you ran" Kokonoi looked so furious

"You love rayna you said? she look like akane why don't you just dump y/n for god's sake" ran laughed

"Shut the fuck up i don't love y/n anymore yes but i care for her feelings"

"You want akane i want you to live the truth now go to y/n" ran said

"tsk!" kokonoi said and ran after y/n

In their apartment

"What are you doing y/n!? you're not gonna leave me are you!?" Kokonoi said seeing y/n packing her things

"I am gonna leave you what do you expect after seeing you with that girl who looks exactly like akane!"

"This is unbelievable! i gave you everything that you wanted!" kokonoi shouted

"You just automatically give me expensive things that I don't even like i just wanted you to love me is it that fucking hard?"

Kokonoi stayed speechless

"You fucking broke my heart to see you love others! and your girlfriend who is always waiting for you to come home bur where were you?!"

"I love you y/n but i love her too I want to be honest i was dumb and i realize some things right now i know I'm wrong but you know akane was my greatest love and you don't even look like her a bit.."

"Is it my fault that I don't look like your first love who died! i bet you don't love that girl who is with you earlier you just wanted her presence because she look exactly like akane you don't want any of us you seek for your beloved akane! now let me fucking leave this apartment of yours"

You left the apartment and go to your mother's house leaving kokonoi with his crazy ass

Kokonoi's Pov

after she left

it made me realize that i was just manipulating my self liking that girl rayna because she looks like my first love akane i want akane's presence y/n is right afterall

The guilt could kill me

I've been a bad boyfriend to her that i thought she's only after my money

I'm sorry y/n i really am y/n is the one who's in there when i am at my lowest she's the one who greets me with a wide warm smile that makes me happy why didn't i realize all of that? now I can't get back with her because of my selfish ass

Kokonoi? why did you do this to your self? did the guilt killed you?

I loved you said by y/n looking at kokonoi's grave

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