Part 1
It was the night at that time. A night where the moon and the stars shone more brightly than I've ever seen before It. It shone so brightly that it lit up the pitch-black sky. The stars look like fireflies of the sky, twinkling enchantingly as ever. With all the beautiful scenes in front of me, you are the center of it all. My moon shines so soothingly. My love...
"Soleia ..." He called me gently with that cool and soothing deep voice of his. I love how sweet it feels whenever he calls me like that. I looked at him and gently smiled.
"Yes?" I answered softly. He pointed behind him, to the beautiful scenery of the moon and the stars.
"Take a picture of me," He said with his usual rough way of speaking. "... Please?" I giggled at the absurd contrast between his rough way of speaking and the word, please. I mean, it's not every day I get to hear him say that. Plus, would you look at that? He's shy! His ears are burning! He's so cute! I nodded at his request and positioned my camera as he faced the side a little.
"Okay...1...2...3... Say cheese!" His green eyes looked at the camera as his red hair slowly swayed with the evening breeze. He smiled his cool, handsome, sweet smile and said "Cheese."
As I clicked the camera button, there are a lot of thoughts going through my head. One of them is the thought of appreciating my beloved's handsome face...
It's such a perfect night that there couldn't be anything that could ruin it...
CLICK--
BOOM!!!!
An... Explosion?! I quickly turned around to where the explosion was. Huh...? What's... happening? Why is the ground breaking apart--?
Dark, shadowy figures emerged from the cracks on the ground. Their deformed faces were full of bloodthirst as they attack people. Screams are heard everywhere. Buildings kept collapsing one by one. Debris is scattered in every corner as explosions kept happening and creatures kept attacking people... I'm scared... I can't move...
What is the... Why is it already--
"SOLEIA!!! WATCH OUT!!!" My beloved... He's running to me... Why...?
I soon realized what the reason is as he pushed me away from where I stood and was greeted by his body being pierced with the creature's claws as soon as I looked back to where he was.
My hands are trembling. Tears flowed down my eyes. The horrible sight before me made me want to puke. I thought the creature would come at me too but he only threw my beloved's body away and walked out... Seeing his body lifeless and unmoving was too much for me as I sobbed and sobbed...
"... Time of death- 10:35, _____Cause ________creature_____" A man's voice... Huh? I lifted my head and saw a tall, handsome pale man in an all-black suit. He had jet black hair and eyes as red as blood... Eyes... Blood...?
"Who... are you?" His eyes are like a predator eyeing its prey...
"You can see me?" He asked. His eyes are slowly filled with bloodlust... It seems he knew why...
I need to get out of here!
"Not so fast..." He said as he quickly wrapped his fingers around my neck and squeezed it. He lifted his hand as I was dangling mid-air. I struggled to make him let go but to no avail. I can't breathe ... Please... Let go... I squirmed as I tried to break free and tears rushed from my eyes making it harder for me to breathe. I'm slowly losing consciousness ...
" You're not from this world. Why are you here?"He said with his tantalizing voice as he gripped my neck even tighter.
... I wonder why too...
That's the last thought that I remembered as my vision turned black.
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I woke up in cold sweat as I gasped for air. I coughed and tried to catch up my breath. I'm here... Again... I slumped in my bed as my body ached.
"How many times was it now? A hundred? A couple thousand? Or maybe a hundred thousand regressions..?"...I don't know, I didn't keep count... I couldn't keep count. I keep on coming to this specific period where all hell would break loose. Over and over again, repeatedly dying amid chaos and eating away at my sanity.
-" No matter what happens, no matter what consequences there will be, I will not let you die. I'll make sure of it because... I love you."--
Even love couldn't prevent me from going insane. Having to repeat all those horrible sights, my deaths, all the horrible feeling of my body being ripped to pieces. My mind couldn't take the shrill screams I always hear in all corners of the place! I had long given up trying to save my once beloved... I couldn't prevent his death, no matter what I do. His death was already set in stone; it was his fate. I knew that now and I already accepted it... So why am I still repeatedly regressing?! Why do I need to experience this pain over and over again?! Why..? At first, I thought that saving my beloved was the reason I keep on going back but that's not the case...
I slowly got up and walked nearer my worn-out walls. I brushed my fingertips at the marker strokes in it... that man... The one with red eyes... He's always in my regressions... Could he be related to the reason why I still repeat this madness? If that's the case, then...
I'll find you...
...And I'll personally see this to the end...
No matter what.
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To be Continued
