Say That You'll Love Me-A Justin Bieber Love Story

Say That You'll Love Me-Chapter 40

**Justin's POV**

As we were on the plane ready for departure I couldn't help the anger and frustration building up inside of me. I mean, even though I'm still not too clear about Nicole, I've always thought abortion was the worst thing you could do and the people that do it make me sick. Plus, if this is my son we're talking about I surely won't let her do this. We were supposed to leave to Germany today. Not Atlanta. But, if someone's trying to kill my own kid, I'd walk out on God himself. I'm sure that sounds unholy but all I know right now is that I need to get to Nicole. As confused as I am, all I'm focused on is her and the baby...our baby.

"Chaz, please help me remember her," I murmured.
He patted my back. "You'll remember everything soon, man. I promise." he said.
"When's the baby due?" I asked.
He thought for a moment. "I think she's actually four months along today, so in about five more months, around October. They don't have an exact date set yet, though." 
"Chaz, man. How could I not remember my girlfriend?? Not to mention the mother of my child?" I asked with frustration.
"Just chill, Justin. You forgot about us too. But you remembered eventually, and you'll remember her! Just take a nap or something. It's really late anyway and I'm tired and I know you are too."

I nodded slightly and leaned my head back against the seat. After a minute I turned around to look in the seat behind me. Mom and Ryan were asleep, and of course Chaz. I think I might take a pic of Chaz...This would look cute on Twitter!!! I snapped a few pics of him on my phone and then went through my photos to see if they came out right. As I was scrolling through them I noticed a bunch of pictures of me and this girl. She had dark brown hair, hazel eyes, she was beautiful, the most amazing, angelic face I've ever seen. 

There was a picture of us hugging and kissing. There was one of her shooting a straw at my face. And others with things such as me caressing her stomach and kissing it, us holding hands, making faces at each other, and another that made me laugh was one of her and this other girl blasting me with silly string and water guns. But there was one picture. One picture that brought back everything. I instantly went into flashback mode.

*Flashback*

"Dude, just ask her!" Chaz said. "She likes you. We can tell!"
"How would you know?" I asked him, turning around to steal a glance at her. 
"Just the way she looks at you..." Ryan said. 

*End of Flashback *

Just the way she looks at you...

Those words kept repeating themselves in my head as my whole life with her flashed by. We were at a party making out, then the scene switched to us cuddling up watching a movie. There were vivid flashes of us having sex flickering around as well. Then there was her in the hospital, looking pale as ever. That made me flinch as I remembered that moment. Then there was one final scene of her, laying there in a meadow, staring intently back at me.

I instantly snapped back into reality. "Oh God," I whispered.

I have to get back to her. I have to get back to her NOW! I can't let her abort our baby! Not under any circumstances! This plane needs to go ten times faster. I have to get to her. I have to....

"You okay, man?" Chaz asked me, yawning.

"Nicole..." I whispered, barely audible.

**Nicole's POV**

I can't take this. I can't do it. I know this is cruel of me as a mother to do this to my own child. But I'm afraid that Justin will find out. He'll just come back and keep me from doing what I have to do. This is for the better of the both of us, actually for all three of us, but not that the third opinion will matter anymore. Yes, I feel horrible for this, but I can't let this baby live his life without his father. This is for the best.

I can't take anymore chances. I have to schedule that abortion for tomorrow I have to do it now! If I hold this out any longer I might end up changing my mind and I can't risk that. 

I snuck out past a sleeping Lexi and out to my car. She's been staying over my house making sure I don't do anything stupid. Well, this may be stupid, but to me it makes perfect sense. I got into my car and drove off to the hospital.

When I got there I scheduled an appointment with the doctor. They took me into a room and moments later the doctor walked in the room.

"Hello, Ms.Dawson. How are we feeling today?" he asked me.
"Well, Mr.Brock," I said hesitantly. "I wanted to arrange an abortion if that would be okay?"

"Father leave you?" he asked with concern. I nodded as he checked his clipboard. "Well, usually we reserve those for people we know won't be able to take care of the child. But if this is really what you want I can schedule you for tomorrow..."

I nodded. "Thank you, Mr.Brock. What time should I come by?"
"Uhm, around 7AM tomorrow should be good."

I thanked him again then left.

When I got home I took a shower and went to lay down, praying that nothing would go wrong tomorrow. But I couldn't help but feel something. A force. It felt stronger than gravity. But I don't know what it was pulling me to. I shrugged it off and drifted off into a deep sleep

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Yayy!!!! Justin remembered!!!! Keep reading! -Alex <3