Wait for me,10 more years(Albert x Nikola)

Dearer than the diary

Dear diary,

I might stop calling you dear,no offense to you but you are not the dearest for me

All i did was to think about the moment when i talked to albert,i got back home,reading the details and super excited to see him again,i felt like there was a different kind of communication between us.Not just with our words but the eye contact we made

I thought of the adoring features he had

His hair

His beautiful yet always seemed to express despondency that settled down on his face smile

And god those eyes could make an atheist like me turn into a religious person,his eyes deserved worshiping(believe in albert supremacy)

I didnt realize how fast the time has passed while i was too busy daydreaming

It was already 6 pm so i better got ready and leave my house for the party

I wore a black suit,not really fancy im not a big fan of attention,you know

Probably the first ever time in my life,i wanted to look pretty

i mean i always felt some kind of jelaousy towards beautiful living creatures and wanted to be like them but this was different

I wanted to look pretty for him

I wanted him to see me

I wanted him to notice me

I was again dying for the attention i knew he could never give me

Was it even worth trying?

I checked my looks for the last time in front of the mirror,fixed my hair and left the house

The party place wasnt that far away so i decided to go on foot,simple,like me

When i arrived,all i could see were the fascinating dresses of different people-all were science people for sure-maybe i should have gotten dressed fancier because i definetly did underestimate the dress code

I wasnt planning to but my eyes kept looking and searching for him everywhere

And there he was,stunning as always.I was expecting to see him dressed fancier than me,that was for sure

But lord,this fancy?

It was unexpected,even for me

He wore a black suit just like i did but it did look a lot different and fancier on him

He was talking and laughing with some people i didnt know much about

God,i wish it was me

The one who made him smile

Laugh

Happy

I tried to look like i wasnt staring at him but he noticed me anyways

Oh i screwed up,i thought

But no

He tucked his perfectly shaped hair behind his ear,said "ill be right back"and started to move towards me

Is this a kind of dream?

Hope its not

He got close,smiling at me

"Hi Nikola,i can call you nikola right?I would like to be friends with you,after all.Its really nice to see you here"

Friend?

For real,albert?

I would say you gotta be kidding me but after all, it was a nice thing to know that he actually sees me as someone