(24th August 1986)
Alex's POV
It's been a few days and I've been chilling... And talking to Wilbur on the phone. Hearing is voice thru the receiver just feels so true. It feels like he's there. His voice is so pure and beautiful when it goes thru my ears.
When he sings while he plays his guitar, it feels so good for a weird reason...
It feels like I never felt sorrow. What happened about 1 month ago, is still the most horrible thing that has happened to me. But Wilbur makes it feel like nothing happened. For some reason - It feels like I'm forgetting my deceased fiances - But I know I'm not. Their just fading away... Or are they?
I'm just so confused and at the same time, I feel like everything is alright.
Me and Wilbur scheduled to go the field together. No alcohol this time. And two cars. Which is the same dumb mistake we made last time. But we're crackheads, aren't we?
The clock was 5:38 PM. The sunset starts at 7:29 PM. Me and Wilbur are meeting up at 7:33 PM. Some minutes after the sunset has begun is better. Cause then you can see the sun actually kinda diving down. Cause you get there when the orange-pink light shines at you.
I sat on the couch not doing anything. I was staring at a picture of me and my fiances. And next to it was a picture of Nick and Karl. Then a picture of me and Karl posing like two idiots.. And another on of me and Nick laughing.
We loved taking pictures and mark our memories in pictures or in small things, it helped Karl to remember as well.
I didn't know what to do next. It was a little under 2 hours until I was gonna be there on time. For the first time on a long time I felt bored. When you're only one person -Everything is boring, and you get bored so fast- But when you are two, or three, it doesn't get boring at all... Maybe I should get a pet or something...
I decided to find Nick's Mix-tapes and our music player. Nick had always good music taste. So, I took in our favorite song, and played it off. 'Running up that hill'- By Kate bush. That's always a good song to listen too.
I love Rock 'N Roll - Always a great song to jump around to. So is Bad reputation.
Bette Davis Eyes - Such a great song to on the afternoon. Dancing to slowly, and watching the sunset with.
Boys don't cry - So fun song, I love it. Cause boys do cry. And so do I.
Well, I do also have a good music taste. But that was when Nick thought me how to master the 'music taste shit' So, yeah.
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~Time skip~
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It was 07:31.
I was only one minute away, so I was sure to come on time.
I parked my car and stepped outside. A car was already parked beside me. It was Wilbur's car. Well... Then I didn't come first...
I walked to the edge of the hill. Wilbur sat down the hill. Maybe the same place as where we sat last time. I started to walk carefully half way down the hill. Wilbur turned his head around to see me struggling a bit to get down.
-Oh, do you need help? He said as he stood up fast.
-N-Nope! I said just right before I fell.
Wilbur busted out in laughter. I started to giggle myself.
-Here, take my hand, Clumsy. He said as he stuck his hand out to me, for me to reach it.
I took his hand and he dragged me up. Even though, I was standing, and we both were standing, our hands were still interlock. He looked me dearly into the eyes, before me giggled sweetly.
We both pulled our hands away in blush and sat down.
-The sunset is nice. I said, because I didn't have anything to say.
-Yes. It is indeed. He answered. He looked at me with a wide smile. I couldn't help it, and smiled back.
-Your smile is so beautiful, dear. He said as he reached his hand on my face. He stoked me on the face with his thumb.
-Thank you. I say as I continue smile and blush. I didn't have anything to worry about, I was to focused about him.
-Especially under the sunset light. He said almost a whisper as he got closer. He was looking me in the eyes before, But now his sight is another place. At my lips.
I couldn't talk, I was speechless. But not speechless as any negative way. I was speechless, because of him. I was just focused on his face, his eyes, his lips and everything of his.
-Got no words left? He asked with a smile.
-No. I said as I smiled equally as before.
He took both of his hands and cupped my face with them. He looks me deeply in the eyes. He gets closer, before he kissed my lips.
I couldn't believe it. He was kissing me for the first time. Besides that he kissed my forehead once. Besides all of that, we were kissing, in the sunset. It couldn't be anymore perfect than this.
Then he pulls away-
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Sorry!! I know its been 5 months! I forgot I had this chapter that was ready to be published! I might work on this beside all my main projects. Or, I could risk getting a burnt out and write on all my stories I have published and or working on, plus homework, school and other stuff... I think I'll try out that Idea.
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Roman d'amourfanfiction inspired by the song Video games By Lana del ray. ------------ (year: 1986) this is a tnt duo fanfiction. what its about: Alex had just lost his fiancés Nick and Karl, to a car accident. the lonely man is sad and finds no point in life...