My mind still didn't process to all of what she said. I pulled my hand away from her and stepped away.
"S-senju, you're too fast for this. I don't know if you take your words seriously or just play me around. " I shook my head and turned towards her.
"I want to go home."
"Y/N-" I cut her off. I don't want to hear another word from her again. Fuck it!
"Just fucking take me home." I hardened my voice. She took a deep breath and approached her car.
I walked towards her car and quietly entered inside. I sat in the passenger seat, and I saw her in my pheripiral vesion sitting in the driver's seat beside me.
She started to drive. I see her looking at me, and afterwards she focused her attention in driving. I just ignore it and straightly looking at the road.
My heart was pounding. What she said just a while ago entered my mind again and again. I tried to calm myself.
We both fell silent. The tension between us was very awkward. It's like I'm suffocating from the wind. I looked out the window. It was open. I could feel the cool night air freely coming in. Although Senju's car had air conditioning, it wasn't enough to ease the nervousness in my chest.
I was about to close my eyes when I heard music playing from a car stereo. I raise my eyebrow as I look at her in my pheripiral vesion. She is gorgeous when she is too serious. Her side profile adds to her sex appeal.
I shook my head and turned my attention back outside.
The music was titled "Cool for the summer" by Demi Lovato.
I secretly smiled as I feel the rhythm of the music. How wonderful and soft the voice is and how the beat fits the vibe of this wonderful and deep night.
I tap my fingers into my lap while accompanied by the beat of the music.
"Have you ever had a boy friend or a girl friend?" She suddenly asked I looked at her.
Why did she ask me this suddenly?
"N-no. Not even once," I answered.
"Why?" Her face remained emotionless as she asked.
"Because I don't have any plans to have one. It's just a waste of time for me," I firmly said.
Her lips curved into a smirk.
"Don't you feel curious about how it would feel to have a lover? You know? when someone cares for you. Someone will support you. Or someone will love you. Even in the hardest times, someone will be there for you by your side. "
I sighed at her question as I moved my head towards the window.
"Well, sometimes I do. I feel like I don't want to be alone. Sometimes I feel like I want someone to stay with me by my side. But I just faded that thought away. I'd rather live alone, "I said. She looked at me.
"I can stay by your side."
I flinched. I looked at her with a shock plastered on my face. Her face looked so serious as she stared at me.
I faked a laugh.
Change the topic!
"T-the music is good, isn't it?" I averted my gaze from her and pretended I was asking about the music just to change the awkward topic.
