Cigarette ashes morning skies
I look at you with deep deep eyes
I wonder
How havent you left me yet
How havent you gotten up and out the door like my parents did?
Why haven't you packed your things and left out the door
I wonder
Is it love?
Is this what I've been finally waiting for?
Years of tears,years of despair years wondering if someone will come save me from drowning deep deep down in the pits of my mind
And you can around
You saved me from myself my inner demons
My inter thoughts slowly consuming me over time and time again
I sit on the side of the bed wondering sometimes how lucky I got
I love you
Everyday I feel trapped on the single day on repeat on repeat In an eternal mind prison wondering when I'm gonna be free
You came around and unlocked the prison cell freeing the person trapped inside the caring person hiding behind the messy battlefield of trauma
I love you
