I woke up to my phone going off. Apparently it had been going off for awhile because I had a thousand messages and calls from Jim and Izzy. Shit. I answered Jim's call finally. ~on the phone~ Jim- What the hell Serenity! I've been calling you for an hour, where have you been?! Serenity- Asleep Jim it's only 6:30! Jim- Well you better be packed! Our flights in 3 hours. Meet at my office in 1 and a half! ~Jim hangs up~ Fuck. I still don't know if I'm gonna go. I need to talk to someone, and it can't be Izzy.
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I texted the one person I shouldn't have. But he was the one person who'd be honest with me. About 15 minutes had passed before he got here. I answered the door, almost terrified to tell him. "What's up?" He asked stepping inside drawing me into a hug. His hugs brought back so many memories. I know I shouldn't miss him, but I do. "I need some advice." I walked over to my couch, him following behind. "So I have this opportunity to make it big, you know." I hesitated. What if calling him here was a mistake? They always say don't text your ex, especially if your ex was... Well my ex. "That's great!" He took my hand, he seemed genuine. Where was this guy when we were together? "Buts it's in California." I spat out, trying to release the pressure that had built up in my chest. "Oh." He looked into my eyes, making my heart ache. I always fell back into him. I know he hasn't changed but it just feels like he has. I knew texting him was a mistake "You should go." He paused holding my hand tighter. "I think you need a change, and if it doesn't work out, me and Izzy will be right here waiting for you to come home." He smiled. "You think?" I smiled, he made it seem as though moving across the country wasn't half bad. "I do." He smiled standing and pulling me up into another hug. "Guess I should pack then." We started walking towards my door. "Thank you. Seriously." I smiled hugging him again. I forgot how nice it felt to be in his arms. "Anytime, darling." He kissed my forehead and walked out the door. I spent the next 30-45 minutes packing before I had to leave. I hope I packed enough who knows how long I'm gonna be there. I mean I packed two full sized suitcases so it should be enough, but you never know. I should text Iz and let her know.
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Time to fly across the country I guess.
(I swear they'll get longer just bare with me pls)
