She sat herself down in the bathroom with her trusty friend that helps tear up her skin, once again crying over something that wasn't her fault yet she still thinks so, today was different from the rest though. Today she plans to end everything she already set all her things on fire there is no trace of what she did to herself or who she is. She cut everywhere each one deeper than the next, she's drunk that bottle of rum she swore she wouldn't, she swallowed at least 30 painkillers and that's when they started again "no ones going to care" "Die already no one wants you alive your too annoying" said all the voices in her head, it's not like there lying anyway people really did think of her like that as too annoying, selfish, self centered all the time. She believes every word people told her that was negative, she never took a compliment well she would think that they were lying to her or pitying her which she hated so much. She believed that she was never pretty enough, skinny enough, good enough, smart enough, and not talented enough. She never thought she was good enough for anything because if she was then people wouldn't reject or abandon her so much. Today she thought of that one quote "she plays her skin like a violin armed with a shiny metal bow she moves back and forth, tone deaf as death. This music has no beauty to show, passion is bled with no words said. For this song is just instrumental and when the girl falls down without a sound she can't make it to the recital" With that last thought in mind she stepped forward slightly and fell to the ground, she finally done it she she finally jumped from that tall building. On her way down she sang slightly " asphalt to me has never look so soft." Then blackness hit she's dead after years of pain, sadness, heartbreak, abandonment, and loneliness she's finally dead. Her wish has come true she can finally leave her sorrows behind the poor girl never felt happiness has never fell in love, all shes felt was sadness. She had no one all her friends left her everyone else rejects her, her parents didnt care about her that they abandoned her when she was 16, the poor girl died so young.
