Only You || Seth Rollins || Love Story

..Break down..

I laid there staring up at the celling in utter shock, I was just speechless... not that dean was rubbish or anything because it wasn't, it was mind blowing sex. I mean I have never experience another man before, so I was shocked over what had happened between us. I tried to catch my breath and sighed deeply, glancing up at Dean seeing him reach down at gently tuck the damp bangs behide my ears.

"That was...."

"Interesting, amazing, epic, the best thing you've experience in you're entire life."

"You just had to ruin the moment, didn't you."

I rolled my eyes at Ambrose and shoved his chest. "Admit it, I'm better then Rollins.." My jaw had dropped to the sheets, I couldn't believe he was even bringing this up!, I slowly sat up pulling the sheets to my chest with much force seeing as Dean wanted me to 'Let them out' Dork. He was such a dick I swear!. His face looked so smug and edger to hear my response.

Watching Dean roll over onto his stomach to get a better look at me. "Well c'mon don't be shy squirt. I know for a fact I'm bigger than him." I slowly crossed my arms over my chest as I watched a grin slowly spread across his lips. Unbelievable. "I'm not having this conversation with you." I muttered, blushing from embarrassments of the topic, but also how bold Dean was with his words, honestly

Dean and myself slowly managed to sort out the room and get ourselves cleaned up, I couldn't help yet noticed that, he was slowly but surely moving himself into my room. If I had my mind straight and screwed on I would of noticed straight away and kicked him right out of my room, but it was more complicated then that. This wasn't a game anymore, this was about my life which was suppose to be on a high right now and yet I felt like, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't think, I couldn't do anything, I couldn't even eat.

Everything on the outside seemed okay, seemed perfect, seemed like I was suppose to be happy and yet I couldn't pin point my reason for not being happy, Yes Seth screwed me over, yes he was unfaithful, yes he lied to me, but when you love someone truly, that doesn't matter. I suppose I'm stupid for thinking like this, but I love Seth Rollins, he will only ever be the man that has a claim to my heart.

I sighed deeply to myself and decided to check through my phone, a few messages from Roman, Sierra, Aj & Punk. All of them asking whether or not I am going to attend a gig tonight. I glanced up from my phone, watching Dean lay down on the bed, his gaze staring blankly at the ceiling. "Um.. Ambrose tonight I'm going to attend a gig, do you wanna come?.." I asked him softly, unsure why he was quiet all of a sudden, it was giving me this unease feeling and I didn't like it. "Nah I don't feel like socialising, you do your thing. Text me when your back tho." He said casually whilst standing to his feet, he walked over to me and kissed my forehead, it was sweet and without another words, he left.

~ Dean Point Of View ~

I slowly walked down the corridor towards my room, now for some odd reason, now that I've bedded Emilia I couldn't help yet feel uninterested in her. I could see that she was struggling to adjust with the changes, but really how stupid can this girl be. Shaking my head, I sighed deeply and ran a hand trough my messy dirty blond hair. Stopping outside my room, I quickly fished around in my jean pockets for the key.

Once I had found it, I opened, I was greeting by darkness. "Damn my back!.." I grumble to myself whilst slamming the door behide me close. Now what to do, I guess I can phone Roman or maybe even phone Seth. "But If phone Rollins, would he even pick up his phone to me.. I mean I did sleep with his girl.." I smirked to myself and walked over to the lights and switched them on. "You know." My eyes widened as I turned my body towards Seth. "I would of never fucked Renee, but Its good thing I had on her knees last night right where your standing." I couldn't help yet glare at Rollins.

"You're lying... Renee wouldn't fuck you, she's not that desperate." Seth stood to his feet and grinned at me like he knew something that I didn't. "You took advantage of Emilia. You lied to her about the state of you're relationship with Renee. how do you think, she would feel knowing that you're kind gestures was just rouge to get her into bed with you." I crossed my arms over my chest, this was amusing, this was seriously funny. "Maybe it was, maybe it wasn't but If I've learned you've touched Renee you will regret ever meeting me Rollins." Seth looked completely unfazed by my threat, he slowly walked towards me, squaring off with me as if he was about to challenge me, did he value his life or what?

"Emilia is mine, you got her once and only once but you will never be able to gain her love, why because her heart belongs to me and whether you want to believe that you have a chance with Emilia, you will never ever be able to replace me and that is what separate you from me, because Emilia loves me. She might lust for you but she loves me, Emilia might even confide in you, but she yearns for my comfort... Do you get it now?, She will never look at you how she looks at me and that I can assure you."

I couldn't help yet frown at Seth words, were they true, was Emilia ever going to truly feel something for me?... Did I want her to feel attached to me?... I wasn't sure but one thing for certain, I like the idea, of having something belongs to another man, that possession, he claims belongs to him right now was in my dirty hands and whether he hates it or not, we done the dirty deeds and that's something that Rollins is going to accept.

"Well isn't that just peachy, we're suppose to be brothers, you know bros before hoes and yet you've seemed to forget that rule. Emilia just a girl and believe it or not, she's not that interesting or exciting... she's actually quite bland." Suddenly I was punched in the mouth, stumbling back alittle, I managed to catch myself on the wall. "Thanks for that." I held my bleeding lip and frowned seeing Seth had recorded the whole conversation. "Good luck with trying to get Millie alone to even listen to that.."

Seth shake his head at me. "Stay away from her. Before you be the cause of her breakdown, you don't even know anything about her to actually know that she suffers from Bipolar." What? Was that true? Watching Rollins make his leave of my room not before taking Emilia spare key from me, I could of fought him, I could of destroyed him if I wanted to but for some odd reason the depth of this situation wasn't appealing to me anymore, did I want Emilia to have a break down and it be my fault, sure why not AJ will have a crazy friend who can relate to her more... This might actually be more interesting than I thought.

So sorry for the wait! Promise to update more frequently! ~ Emilia