I was like a child, clinging to dean because he was all I had now, yeah of course I had Roman as a friend but he wasn't as close to me as Dean was. this wasn't about lust anymore, this wasn't about the both of us lusting for each other but this was simply about being human. Caring for someone in need of comforting, it was crazy to think that my world was crashing down around me, everything I thought I knew wasn't what it seemed, it wasn't what I wanted. I wanted him. I needed Seth it was so twisted to truly explain the depth of my devotion to someone that has screwed you over so many times that, frankly it was embarrassing.
But when you love someone truly love someone, no matter how many times you've cried countless tears over them, no matter how many times they've hurt you. Your feelings, you're heart will always belong to them and that was it. Seth was my first love, he was my first boyfriend and he meant everything to me and now without him around, I feel broken. I feel valuable and raw.
Everything just didn't seem to make sense, I was suppose to be on a high right now!. I was the Queen of the divas division and yet I wasn't.
Dean quietly opened my hotel room door. I didn't even ask him where he had gotten that spare key from. he probably lied to the receptionist or something. it is just need him and nothing else, I needed no one but him. Did I feel guilty about what I was about to do with this man. God no! Seth had it coming and this was betrayal of the sweetest kind.
I slowly turned to face Dean, his ocean blue eyes scanned my features as he stared deeply into my hazel orbs, his hands snaked there way around my waist pulling me towards him. "I know, Seth has hurt you but you don't need to worry about anymore, not whilst I'm around. I swear no one will ever make you feel the pain you felt yesterday.. That I promise kid." His voice was low as he gently pressed his forehead against mine.
Lowering my gaze, I pressed my lips together as I gently gasp his vest top. "Why would you do that for me?... Dean I don't believe in promise because everyone knows a promise is a comfort to a fool and I've been a fooled far to long.." I whispered I didn't trust my voice to speak a normal volume, I couldn't trust my heart anymore, for it hurt me too much, I wanted to bury this pain, with a distraction.
"You know the reason why I would do that for you, don't play coy Em.." His lips gently graze against mine, as me hands clenched in a tighter fist, pulling him closer to me. I was going to book myself into the Ambrose asylum tonight as a patient in need of being unhinged.
His fingers gently traced along my arm, leaving a trail of goose bumps along the way down to my waist, he gently pulled me closer as he stalked me back towards the bed, I didn't care anymore, I wasn't thinking about anything nor did I want to think about Seth, this pain in my chest was unbearable, it was pretty much hallow, had I become used to being hurt by Seth, hurt time and time again.
I had completely become lost with dean, as the both of us moulded and became one in a heated passion, I moaned out in pure bliss as Dean pounded himself into my core, my legs wrapped around his waist. Everything had become a complete blur and I was okay with that, I was okay with loosing my sense and self with Dean. "Oh Dean!.." Screamed out, my hands clamp down on his back, my fingers digging slightly into his skin. If this was sinning and this was hell, I'd happily skip my way through hells gate.
~ Sierra Point Of View ~
I haven't even gotten the time to speak to Emilia, last I saw her she was going out with Dean wasn't she, but from what Roman was telling me, she actually was dating Seth, just Dean liked what he saw and when Dean likes something, there was no point in trying to sway his attention elsewhere. I was in the lift going back to my hotel room. sighing deeply to myself as someone stopped the lift. "Sierra?.." I looked up and smiled at Seth. "Seth." I teased, he looked a little unease, like something was bothering him. "Look I'm going to be blunt, cause I know you better then Roman and Dean, have you spoken to Emilia today, or for the past several months?..." I gently shake my head unsure, where this conversation was going.
"Okay, good.... have you seen Emilia?.."
"What the fuck has happened between you two?."
"Nothing. Have you seen her or not." The lift door bell beep and the doors suddenly open, I stepped out and Seth followed. "If you see Emilia, Tell her I said This isn't over. Do you hear me, I'm not allowing this to end." With those words, Seth was on his way leaving me, standing there with a confused look upon my face, what the fuck is going on, running a hand through my brown hair, I slowly made my way towards my hotel room. I needed to speak to Emilia, stopping in my tracks I dipped my hand into my bag to fish around for my phone.
~Seth Point of View~
Fuck fuck fuck fuck! I couldn't think straight, I didn't know what to do, this was the girls of my dreams and I couldn't explain it, I love her so much but I use her devotion and infatuation for me to get away with things most guy wouldn't, she was the girl I could chill with, I could hang with, she was going to be the mother of my children, the women I wanted to become my wife. I knew I shouldn't of cheated, I knew I shouldn't of played with her emotions like that! I fucked up and now I've pushed her straight into Ambrose arms and into his bed and I would be lying if I didn't say I was pissed, so pissed off, that I found myself marching down the lift of stairs to the reception desk. I forced a smile at the blond haired lady at the desk.
"Hello Sir, how may I help you?.." Stay calm Rollins, Calm and collective. "Um hi. My girl-friend Emilia Eyre, she's lost her key, I was wondering if you could give me the spare key, she's outside her room now feeling kinda stupid.." I joked, drumming my fingers against the desk. C'mon! why was this the longest! wait of my life! watching the receptionist lady,glance down at her computer screen, typing Emilia name into the system, she suddenly frowned at looked up at me, then down to the screen.
What is it?... Um... It says on our system the spare key to Miss Eyre room has been already given out to a Mr Rollins..." Gently shaking my head at her words, I was about to flip out. But then again Ambrose two can play that game, if you want to play dirty, then lets pay dirty. "Alright then.... Seeing as my friend likes to play games, can you give me the spare key to my room please." The women nodded and cleared the computer screen.
"Your name please. Dean Ambrose."
"Here is your Spare key Mr Ambrose..."
I gently took the key from the receptionist lady and flashed her a charming smile, before smirking to myself as I turned. Ambrose might be crazy, he might be a lunatic, but he wasn't Seth Rollins and no one and I mean no one can play this game of human chess better then me.
Brother or not, he was touching Emilia, the thought of his hands all over her body, was making me want to just go to Emilia's room and break down the door and beat shit out of him. But I have a plan that no even Dean Ambrose will be expecting.....
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I am so sorry for the wait of his chapter, I have been going through quite a difficult time at home and a lot of things at work, I hope you all enjoyed this chapter, just as much as I have enjoyed writing it! please rate and comment! ~ Emilia
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Only You || Seth Rollins || Love Story
FanfictionEmilia had just arrived back from injury to the WWE though not cleared, she finds her ex fiancée is there. Seth Rollins will familiar feeling surface or just utter rage and hatred will be all that she feels when Emilia see him? find out, what happen...